H1N1! Oh tidak!

Minggu lepas almost the whole family sakit. Start dengan my dad demam sampai 3 ari tak bangun merokok. Kalau sampi tak merokok 3 hari tu meme CONFIRM terukla for him hahha. ALhamdulillah he is recovering now walaupun terdengar juga batuk2 kecil. Then, my mum laks demam. Dah 3 ari demam, pening, cirit, loya bagai my father bawa ke private clinic. But kinik tuh tolak ke spital. So my mum terpaksa la g spital n beratur amek darah. Alhamdulillah she is also now recovering, it was a viral fever.

Pas2 my 2nd child Haiyi laks berjangkit. Selsema, demam and batuk dengan teruknyer. Dah 2 ari makan ubat tak juga baik2, my husband n me bawa budak2 ke spital. This was the 2nd time for them and Haiyi still cried. Haiyi nih meme fragile gila bila sakit, in another words like Haziq always teased him 'GEMBENG'! Haziq ala2 macho gitu, few times tarik2 tangan tak bagi nurse cucuk jarum. Sampaikan terpaksa panggil abang nurse tolong pegang tangan dia tak bagi gerak. Tapi Haziq meme cool, tak nangis pun!

Once everything settle, me terkejut beruk tengok supply ubat from spital. Cukup untuk sehari jer! Cam ner la budak2 nih nak sembuh. Lepas jumpa ngan doktor pakar kat situ i knew that they tengah control all the medicine. Ye la kalau tengok attendance, u'll be surprised sebab they opened till 6.30pm. So no antibiotic, no ubat lelah, and after a long session, dapat la Haiyi ubat demam dan selsema. Haziq ubat demam dan batuk :(. I told myself, belajar la bersyukur! Thanks a lot to Doc. Izan for explaining few important things to me)

Masa discus2 with the doktor pakar, she accidently found (it stated there terang2, but earlier doctor never been bothered) that Haiyi's thalassemia reading was very low. She compared with the 1st test, yeah! it was low too :(. But i didnt panic at all during that time. I didn't because I don't know what is thalassemia. I mean just for the sake heard of it before but never been bothered to pay attention on it.

Malam tadi me noticed that his face pale sangat :(... His test reading answered my questions for so long. Now I know kenapa Haiyi selalu dapat high fever and so fragile :(. Even Haiyi keluar masuk wad few times pon doktor tak dapat detect. Kenapa tak dapat detect? Sebab doktor2 di Malaysia nih dididik untuk cater problem di depan mata sahaja. They never want to do more than that :(

Last nite, when I was looking at Haiyi ... tetiba me jadi sedih sangat2. I cannot imagine if Haiyi is no longer part of me :(. Deep in my heart, me berdoa agar umur Haiyi panjang, cukup for him untuk mencapai cita2 dan memiliki keluarga sendiri. Cukup for him untuk beramal solleh menjadi anak, suami dan ayah yang baik.

Dan pagi ni, celik saje mata Haiyi, cepat jer Haiyi mendapatkan me. 'Umi malam tadi Haiyi tak tdo dengan umi, Haiyi tdo dengan babah' .... dua jari telunjuk Haiyi cepat jer menarik bibir me supaya tersenyum. Pelukan dan ciuman hangat dari Haiyi mewarnai hari2 me seperti selalu. Ya Allah, semoga kasih anak ini berkekalan selagi hayat dan jasad ku masih di bumi ini ....