Wah! dah hampir 3 minggu blog ni tak ber update rupanya. Meme sangat2 tak sempat nak update blog, menjengah pun tak sempat. My life as trainee teacher sgt2 la disasternya, tatau la if I'm the only one yang rasa cam gini, but meme sangat2la hecticnya kehidupanku!
Walaupun excited masuk school after 18 years meninggalkan zaman persekolahan, went through saat2 blur yang amat sgt on the 1st week of practicum. Blur nak mingle with the teacher, although semua cikgu2 sgt2 la friendly n helpful, tapi ada juga la seorang dua yang sesat n tak menunjukkan sifat2 guru langsung. 1st day lagi dah dapat timetable n all, masuk kelas n observed their former teacher ... on thursday n friday dah masuk kelas n buat ice breaking n ajar la sikit2. No honeymoon2 week walaupun it was supposed to be an orientation week for me. Tak kisah la tu... Yg paling best, 1st saturday tu ada mesyuarat PIBG n kenala dtg sebab I kena tolong on registration part.
2nd week pulak dah berjuang mati2an dalam kelas as I got 2 last class. Sedey oiii, last class means last in everything, especially ability to use their cognitive + attitude yg tersangatla lownyer. Quite frustrated juga memula tu, but I made a promise, I want to make this as a challenge for me, the least I must do is to increase their interest in study n make them focus in class. Meme sgt2 mencabar! Allah saje yang tahu. Another saturday hangus, this time for merentas desa la pulak... huhu.. 2 straight saturdays dirampas dari genggaman! sgt2 awesome!!
3rd week, tak kurang hebatnyer, jadi guru bertugas pula, ambil markah untuk keceriaan kelas for the whole form 4 classes. Ingatkan during the test ni, banyakla benda boleh di usahakan, especially my report book yg tak lengkap2 lagi tu. Rupanya2 hujan ditengahari... penuh dengan kelas relief pula! wah2! 3rd week ni meme la mcm nak pgsan, dalam masa yg sama bulan pula mengambang n hubby ke KK. Arghhh!!! Allah aje yang tau macamana I survived those days.
After went through so many things in school, I dapatla juga hadiah... suke sgt ngan hadiah2 tu... :) antaranya, sakit pinggang yang amat mcm nak putus n kebas2 kat tulang belakang especially masa berdiri, mcm nak slip disc pula rase :(
n nah!! Sabtu lepas disambut ngan senyum lebar yang teramat,
1st sebab tau hari ni tak perlu bangun awal ke sekolah.
2nd sebab menyambut hubby balik walaupun dah malam
3rd sempat makan malam berempat!
My 1st Monday on the holiday, so far so good... masak nasi goreng aje for the kids, lunch nanti panaskan aje my laksa johor n malam baru nak masak best cikit tuk hubby :)
Mode ~ Tak ingin kembali ke sekolah!