I've Changed!

I am in my 2nd year of 3 year degree :) this semester has come to the end, my friends and I are now kelam kelibut finishing our assignments yang berlambak2 tu. In the beginning of semester, I have promised myself, when December starts, I have to put my focus on studying, al maklum la, am taking 2 accounting subject this semester. Huhu, handal sangat ke? To tell u the truth, am really in the middle of chaos. It’s really not cool to memorize all the accounting steps. But hey! am trying hard to coping with it. Hope I can still maintain the good result ^.^.

Back to my story, am quite excited to undergo teaching practicum in school. Starting February 2012, I’ll be heading to school every morning for 3 months. When am thinking about it, I can still feel the butterflies in my stomach: p Kelakar la, coz I’ve been in the industry for more than 8 years. I guess, its scary sebab there will be lecturer who going to observe while I teaching later in school la kan…

So, today in class am suppose to have my 1^st micro teaching. It carries 30 marks u. I’d prepare everything. The contents, the BBM, I made mind mapping sheet for the students plus little2 thing (that’s means effort okay) for the teaching today. My part was the last step where I needed to do pengukuhan, Q&A with students as well to conclude lesson of the day. Hehe, excited kan…

But u guys know, I didn’t able to do my part. The lecturer said our 40 minutes were done! None of my group member noticed when we started the teaching. And I didn’t do my part. Sad kan… yeah a bit. Am quite frustrated because I have planned and did everything.

In the old days, am sure I’ll be blaming, blaming and blaming everything around me. Am gonna be frustrated, irritated, disturbed and really2 upset. Tapi kan… today, it not really bothered me. While my other 2 group members were busy buat post mortem where they did wrong, I kept advising them, that was really something for us to just…. Learned! I told them it is better to make all the mistakes now rather than doing them in school. My friend smsed me after class, purposely to say sorry about today’s incident. How sweet kan :).

Moral of the story, I have changed! Suke tak? I suke sangat! It’s not easy to change tau n am happy because it is a good one. Now that I agree that education is meant to change things from bad to good, -ve to +ve.

Guys out there, let’s change for the better!!

Mode ~ Bernafas dengan tenang & bermimpi yg indah2!

Finally

Tada...... suke tak ngan rupa baru nih ^.^. Me suke! Alhamdulillah, akhirnya siap juga upgrade rupa paras blog ni. Dalam diam2, blog ni deactivate dekat setahun rupanya, since end January 2011. Tapi yang paling best nyer, me dapat upgrade blog ni in one night je! suke!! sebab puas tanya sana sini minta tolong kengkawan upgrade my blog. Tak der sapa pun nak tolong :( ...Ye la kan, sapa la yang nak buat keje free2, me faham sangat2, sebab remeh temeh buat keje2 cam gini.

So me yang x paham benda coding2 nih, cuba gak dig sana sini, refer kat blog kengkawan, check diaorg nyer page source n mcm2 lagi, so inila hasilnyer... not bad kan? Lepas ni me x tinggal da blog kesayangan ni! Lepas ni me aktif la menghupdate yer ^.^

Oh ader lagi! me buat upgrade juga kat my cakeblog HomeBakerz yang dah lama bersarang tuh. Da siap tumbuh pokok lalang lagi, sib baik x penuh ngan cendawan kukur cakeblog tu... lepas ni ble la uols jenguk2 kat HomeBakerz selalu kan... or click aje kat icon awek gediks sebelah kanan atas sekali tu.... awek gediks tu air tangan Fairozee Hashim yer :)) Air tangan dia nih fresh2 gitu, sesuai ngan jiwa mudanyer, thats why my banner muda rumaja gitu hahah. Anyway uoals yg nak buat banner dengan price yg very affordable ble la contact tuan punya idea yer :)

Miss R

Hurm... sedey pula rasa hati tiap kali menyebut nama ni. Hiba bila terkenang masa2 yang dihabiskan bersama. Bertambah sebak bila mengingatkan cerita dan pengalaman yang kami kongsi berdua. Selebihnya, terkilan sebab dia menghilang begitu sahaja.

Awal2 dulu kerap juga me menyalahkan diri sendiri. Mungkin me ada buat salah. Mungkin me ada menyakitkan hati dia. Mungkin me ada terkasar bahasa. Segala mungkin menerjah minda dan hati ini tertanya2, apakah silap yg me lakukan sehingga dia hilang, ghaib... me gagal untuk mencari dia.

Hurm, (memang me selalu mengeluh tentang dia). Sejak akhir2 ni, semuanya semakin menjadi persoalan. Email address dia lenyap, facebook akaun juga lenyap, blog masih ada tetapi tidak dikemas kini dan kini ditapis dengan kata laluan.. maklumat tentang dia tidak ditemui di Internet kecuali keratan akhbar 2008.

Kemanakah dia menghilang sebenarnya? YM akaun sentiasa invisible... tapi me tahu dia ada, dia sedar me mencari, cuba menghubungi dia.. tapi kenapa tiada jawapan setiap kali me cuba berkomunikasi? me bingung...

Tahun 1

Da besar anak umi rupanye... alhamdulillah, hari pertama haziq ke sekolah kebangsaan dan sekolah agama berjalan lancar. Haziq sgt2 berdikari dan mudah menyesuaikan diri. Nampak lebih yakin dalam pergaulan dan nampak mudah buat kawan.. senang sikit hati umi :)

Kasihan pun ada bila umi tengok haziq menggalas beg, berat sungguh! Buku aktiviti dan teks 16 buah kesemuanya. Belum lagi buku latihan. Bila umi nak tolong bawakan, haziq menolak. Nak bawa sendiri katanya. Sudahnya haziq mengadu sakit pinggang. Sian anak umi..

Petang pulak sekolah agama 2.30 - 5.30ptg... rasanya masa umi dulu, 6.30ptg baru abis sekolah. Untung juga bebudak sekarang sebenarnya, 3 jam jer sekolah petang. Balik sekolah agama masih boleh lagi main badminton.

Tapi nilah yang terjadi kat haziq di malam hari... sebelum ni kalau tdo mata haziq mesti bergerak2.. kali ni terpejam rapat dan satu dengkuran pun tak kedengaran heheh...