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Food Update Lagi

2012-02-13T16:45:00.003+08:00

Ni saje je nak update what I made semalam for lunch, layan picca aje la yer :)

Sotong Masak Itam

Telur Dadar Mayonis

Sup Sayur

Lagi Muka Budak Kenyang :p

Malam buat keow teow goreng jer for them, tapi tak sempat nak snap pica, Haziq dah sibok lapar, but because the keow teow was a bit spicy, Haziq makan tak abis la pula, Haiyi? Huish! Licin pinggan !

Day 19

2012-02-12T12:17:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah... it's been day 19 today and I have lost 8 kg. I haven't started my cardio thus I guess the weight won't go down so fast. I try to eat healthy as much as I can and still omit sugar, wheat n rice in my diet. Salt tu kadang kala terbabas la juga :p

Today's breakfast I had green juice and watermelon. That would be my typical breakfast menu for time being. Now my stomach starting to growl rock n roll :p, asking for some solid food! Yesterday, I tried to find Quinoa but the price was so expensive, 500gm for rm19, wow! bankrupt la kalau beli. I guess today I just cook veggie soup with some tofu again, boring stuff but insyaAllah will satisfy my stomach.

This is my 12 leaf salad with orange wedges and orange dressing. I bought this salad for rm8 which is quite expensive. But it can be used up to 5-6 servings if u combine with other things such as cucumber, tomatoes, celery n carrot. For the 1st time I tasted different salad leaf n wild rocket tasted the worst! the taste is so rich n peppery! I guess I must really teach my lidah to those leafy herbs :)

This morning, hubby had himself carrot and grape fruit juice, but that was just before he ate 1 roti bom, 1 lempeng kelapa with fish curry and horlics hahah. I sometimes juice some red apples for the kids too and force them to drink the juice before their breakfast.

nice combination of carrot n grape fruit juice

sekarang ni I ada banyak sgt stock grape fruit in my kitchen. I bought 8 grape fruit for rm10 je. Besar2 pula tu, meme puas hati. When I was in giant yesterday, i saw they sell 1 grape fruit for rm3. Huh! so lucky that mine jatuh rm1.25 only sebiji.

But when stock banyak sgt, dah la tatau nak buat apa with the fruit. Sebab I macam tak boleh handle the sour n bitter of the that grape fruit. Nampak gaye buat juice aje la for the time being :) Meh la share recipes, for those yg tahu apa nak buat with those fruit yer!

Chicken Kabsa n Shirazi Salad

2012-02-12T10:56:00.005+08:00

Last week I made spicy morrocan rice which is very spicy sampai meletup2 dalam mulut, but dem, I like those spices cause it made me feel very warm inside. Yer la since I have been eating veggie n fruits aje for the rest 2 weeks kan..

Pastu I masak beef pilaf n beef tagine pulak the next day since the marrocan spice ader byk lagi. All turned out very well especially the beef tagine. Yg kureng nasi je, quite bland that time sebab dah lama tak pakai garam, so even rasa sedikit garam, I dah rasa salty, after the rice is cooked, tawar sikit but still sedap accompanied with the beef tagine.

This week, I made nasi kabsa pula, a mild version of nasi arab. I can see the boys really enjoy nasi kabsa compare to morrocan rice which was very rich in taste n the n nasi pilaf daging that I made before. So here is the recipe as requested by some relatives n friends :)

My version of Chicken Kabsa

5 pot rice
2 carrots
1 box raisins
1 cup chickpea

1 whole chicken
1 tbsp kabsa spice
Salt to taste
(marinate them for at least 1 hour)

2 big onions
5 cloves garlic
1 cinnamon stick
1 star anise
5 cardamom seeds
3 big tomatoes chopped
1 tbsp kabsa spice
Water

Sautee the onions, garlic, cinnamon stick, star anise n cardamom seeds for 2-3 mins. Add chopped tomatoes and stir for until tomatoes soft. Add kabsa spice and stir again. Now u can add the chicken and cook for 8 minutes. Add chickpea n water just enough to cover the chicken, salt to taste. Cover and simmer until the chicken is cooked.

After chicken is cooked, add rice, carrot, raisins and salt to taste. Stir well for a while just to ensure rice, carrot and raisins are well mix with the chicken gravy. Bring to boil, then reduce heat and cook until the rice is tender and done.

Kabsa Spice
2 part coriander seeds
2 part cardamon seeds
1 part of cumin seeds
1 part of fennel seeds
1 part of black peppercorn
1 part of cloves flower
(sangai hingga naik bau)

1 part of turmeric powder
1 part of chilli powder
1 part of ground ginger

Blend all the spices together to get make them into powder.

Shirazi Salad
2 japanese cucumber chopped
2 tomatoes chopped
2 onios chopped
Bunch of coriander chopped
½ lime juice to drizzle
Black pepper to taste

Combine all the above and keep in fridge and serves cold

Tara!! Da siap nasi n salad, sila la ambil pinggan n jemput makan semua :)

Result is Out!

2012-02-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah!
My cgpa drop, but insyaAllah I will still graduate with 1st class honors :)

Vinaigrette

2012-02-06T23:21:00.003+08:00

I am so happy n feel so blessed when many friends n relatives are trying to live n eat healthily now. But most of them complaint that they can't eat salad the way I do. When I asked them, what they actually used for dressing, most of them eating their salad just like that. That's why their salad taste bland. So here I am, going to share with u guys out there, basic but diff vinaigrette that I use when I make my salad. Believe me, they'll taste great! Drizzle vinaigrette to salad just before u want to eat them is the best!

My recipes doesn't have salt n sugar because I like their natural taste, feel free to add them :)

Apple Vinaigrette
(serves 3-5, depends how much u guys drizzles)

Juice from 1 big red apple
1 tspn of extra virgin olive oil
splash of mustard
splash of black pepper to taste
(put all ingredients in a bottle n shake well)
Serves cold!

Tomato Vinaigrette
Juice from 1 tomato
1 tspn of extra virgin olive oil
splash of mustard
splash of black pepper

Orange Vinaigrette
Juice from 1 tomato
1 tspn of extra virgin olive oil
splash of mustard
splash of black pepper

Lime/Lemon Vinaigrette
Juice from 1 lime
splash of mustard
1 tspn of honey
1 clove garlic - minced
black pepper to taste

Veggie Beef Pilaf n Beef Tagine

2012-02-06T21:24:00.004+08:00

Beef Pilaf ni simple aje masak dia, as I main hentam masukkan whatever bahan yg I nak :p

4 pot beras
air secukupnyer
250gm daging lembut yg dihiris nipis

1 biji karot dipotong dadu
1 cwn kacang kuda
1 batang jagung di sagat isinya
1-2 biji cili hijau dihiris

Bahan tumis
1 biji bawang besar dimayang
3 biji bawang putih dimayang
1 batang celery
1 sudu rempah morroco
3 rempah sekawan (lawang, pegaga n kulit kayu manis)

2 biji tomato dipotong dadu

Cara memasak nasi

panaskan minyak dengan sedikit minyak sapi
masukkan bahan tumis n masak hingga naik bau
masukkan tomato n kacau lagi
masukkan pula daging n kacau sebenar
masukkan rempah morroco dan kacau lagi sehingga rempah n daging sebati
masukkan karot, kacang kuda n isi jagung dan kacau
kemudian boleh la masukkan beras dan kaup balikkan dengan daging n sayur2 tadi
masukkan hirisan cili hijau
tambahkan air dan perasakan dengan garam n black pepper
masak sehingga nasi masak

Beef tagine ni pula I made in a pot aje, kes belum ada tagine di dapur ku ini, nanti2la kita cari tagine ni yer, belum tau lagi if kat Msia ni mana nak beli encik tagine yg sangat awesome!

Ihsan google

Beef Tagine in a Pot

500gm daging + tulang
2 sudu besar rempah morocco
sedikit garam
(semua bahan ini diperap semalaman)

Bahan Tumis
2 biji bawang besar dimayang halus
5 biji bawang putih dimayang halus
3 rempah sekawan (pelaga, lawang n kulit kayu manis)

3 biji tomato dipotong dadu
1 sudu kecil ground ginger
2 sudu besar paprika

3 cwn air

10 keping dried appricot
1 cwn kacang kuda

garam n black pepper secukup rasa

kentang (optional)

Seperti masakan morocco yg lain, easy peasy je masak beef tagine ni, kalau ader tagine musti bertambah kick kot!

Panaskan sedikit minyak
brownkan daging yg diperap terlebih dahulu (8-10 minit)
masukkan bahan tumis kaup balikkan hingga layu n wangi
apabila bawang layu, masukkan tomato
tumiskan lagi n masukkan pula ground ginger n serbuk paprika
tunis lagi hingga bahan sebati
masukkan air, aprikot yang di belah 4 dan kacang kuda
perasakan dengan garam n black pepper
renehkan selama 2 - 3 jam dengan api yg perlahan dan sehingga kuah pekat
bila kuah dah pekat, I add on some potatoes n masak lagi hingga kentang empuk
serves with some fresh coriander

Walla!!

Day 14

2012-02-06T20:38:00.007+08:00

Hohoh... da 2 weeks saya mengamalkan cara hidup shat, makan cara yang shat, alhamdulillah... semuanya tak seteruk week 1 raw diet tu. Now, pun dah start bykkan protein dr fishes, nuts n lentils. Da pandai makan falafel bagai :).

But I still cook for hubby n kids, tak kan diaorg nak diet sekali kan, tu yg kadang kala tergelincir sana sini bila merasa time masak tu hehe. So garam meme dah masuk dalam badan sikit, compare ngan week 1 meme tak ambil langsung. But sugar, I still belum touch lagi walaupun I really2 missing my morning coffee :(

So semalam I made Beef Pilaf n Beef Tagine. Beef Tagine tu sedap sgt2, I asek meratah chickpea, sebab utama masukkan chickpea so that I can enjoy the food too, haha, ngelat! Tapi my nasi kureng garam la pula, dah tak pandai nak bajet pula, masa masak tu rasa dah cukup masin, bila serves kureng la pula, nasib baik beef tagine tu meme dah cukup rasa, so kira still sedap la.

Pilaf Daging n Sayur

Beef Tagine with Apricot n Chickpea

Last nite my boys spend a nite @ mum's place, so kat umah tinggal berdua aje ngan hubby. This morning, we had late breakfast, brunch terus actually, so I just reheat je nasi pilaf with the beef tagine n I made lempeng for hubby. 3 Keping dia makan cecah with beef tagine that I perangatkan :)

So, today I teringin nak makan falafel lagi, so I blend all the balance chickpea n I added on some corn. This time I masukkan dhal powder ckit, so senang dia nak combine nanti.

I masak atas kuali jer rini, drizzle ckit olive oil sebab mcm lama sgt nak tgu bake dalam oven, kes lapar la sebenarnya huhu :p Bila dah siap tu I just makan with salad n my leftover green chillies, tomato n coriander sauce.

Kenyang sgt2... makan around 11.30, dah petang around 6 baru terasa lapar. N dinner, I had a bowl of tomyam soup pulak tadi :)

Sib baik esok last cuti, if not keje I asek masak sedap2 n merasa all the food, which is not good for me, takot my appetite for dead food come back. So bila hubby g keje n kids g school nanti, at least I will stay on salad n fruits aje.

Mode ~ Kenyang

Orange Salad vs Spicy Morrocan Rice

2012-02-04T16:48:00.005+08:00

Adoi.... Iman sapa tak tergugat? Hari nih abis punah diet dek 3 sudu besar nasi, setelah 12 hari berkobar2, bila dok masakkan hubby n kids, lidah tu teringin sangat nak merasa, memula sesudu, eh sedapla.. tambah sesudu lagi, nah ko... cedok sesudu lagi! tak leh jadi cm ni, hangkat kaki bangun, pinggan masuk sink, tergoda sangat2 u!

Apa yg ditergodakan sgt tu? My homemade Nasi Morocco Berempah, dah penat2 mengisar rempah Ras Eel Hanout, aroma rempahnyer mengharumkan satu rumah! Hahah, meme tak ble tahan da, masa tgh masak pun asek dok calit2, cukup rasa ke bagai :p

My Version of Spicy Moroccan Rice with Chicken

My version ni gelap sikit, sebab kami suka rasa rempah tu. Puas at sgt2 la bila dapat buat sendiri :) If nak buat version ringan sikit, kurangkan la penggunan rempah morocco tu yer :) N my beras pun pendek2 jer pasal malas nak cari beras basmathi, pakai beras biasa jer!

Serves with green chillies, coriander n tomatoes sauce

Orange Salad with Orange Dressing :)

Kesimpulannya, tak menyesalpun rasa sampai 3 sudu tadi, tataula klu 3 sudu tu boleh perambat lemak naik 1 kg, tu meme melampau lar kan hihiks.... ++ happy nengok hubby n kids beriya makan, haiyi jer dok komen 'Umi, tak sedapla nasi umi ni' itupun lepas 2 kali tambah, bila ditambahkan ayam ke pinggan dia tersenyum sambung makan semula, tak sedap konon, grrrr!

For those yg nak cuba tu, here the recipe;

Spicy Morrocan Rice
5 pot beras
Ayam Seekor

Bahan A
2 labu bawang besar dimayang
5 biji bawang putih dimayang
1 kulit kayu manis
5 biji buah pelaga
1 biji bunga lawang

Bahan B
2 biji tomato di potong kiub
2 biji buah kiwi kering (ble cri kat tempat jual asam)

Bahan C
3 sudu besar rempah Ras El Hanout (ble kurangkan ke 2 sudu) dicampur sedikit air agar menjadi pes yg pekat. 4 sudu makan tomato sos.

Bahan D
1 biji karot dipotong kiub

Dah siap preparekan semua bahan, jom start masak

Panaskan minyak + sedikit minyak sapi
Masukkan bahan A n tumisla sehingga naik bau
Bila dah layu n wangi (biasalah Haziq akan jerit, Umiiii, wanginya bau! Umi masak apa??), masukkan pes rempah Ras El Hanout dan goreng sehingga terbit minyak.
Masukkan tomato sos n buah tomato yang dipotong kiub, n buah kiwi, kacau lagi sehingga tomato layu.
Masukkan ayam dan sedikit air, dan masak hingga sehingga separuh masak.

Tanak beras but kurangkan air separuh dr biasa
(pandai2la sukat yer, tapi kena ingat nanti air ayam akan turun)
Masukkan beras, air n karot ke dalam ayam tadi n masakla sehingga nasi masak.

Sos Cili, Daun Ketumbar n Tomato
5 biji cili hijau
2 biji tomato
Daun ketumbar
Garam n gula
1 biji Limau kasturi bersaiz L

Caranyer senang aje,
Blend semua bahan kecuali limau nipis
Dah siap blend perasakan dengan garam, gula n perahla jus limau nipis tadi!
Terangkat!!

For Rempah Ras El Hanout (biasanyer org masak beef tagine guna rempah ni), kenala rajin ckit membuatnyer yer, unless u guys order from kengkawan yg dok morocco sana :)

buah pelaga, ketumbar, cengkih, bunga lawang, buah pelaga, lada hitam n putih, disangai hingga naik bau. Kemudian blendkan hingga menjadi serbuk. Tambahkan dengan serbuk halia, serbuk lada cayenne, paprika, serbuk buah pala, rempah all spice n serbuk kunyit. Kalau ikotkan ader lebih 30 -50 jenis rempah yg digunnakan untuk menghasilkan Ras El Hanout ni, tapi yg di atas ni pun dah memadai.

I made banyak juga tadi, rasanyer boleh guna tuk 5-6 kali masak lagi tu :) Lepas ni boleh la tukar selera with moroccan food lagi :)

Muka budak kenyang :p

Mode ~ Ingat nak g jogging bakar lemak 3 sudu nasi, tapi hubby n the kids tgh nyenyak tido... kenyang lar tu ^.^

Chickpea with Broccoli n Tofu Soup

2012-02-01T22:25:00.006+08:00

I made another soup today that combined chickpea, broccoli, tofu, carrot n tomatoes. It was just a simple soup but definitely a good one for me. It's been 8 days I haven't take salt in my diet therefore I can taste everything pretty well. I even can taste each and every different veggie in the soup. I had carrot n orange juice today plus bananas for snacks. My mother has been very kind to prepare salad for dinner :)

I think I'm going to skip carbs (lentils n nuts) because my bloated problem came back. I might continues with my RAW diet and will only add on protein from fish, until I overcome this problem.

Here goes the pictures for my chickpea, broccoli n tofu soup;

Plus another pic of falafel that I made last nite. Rest them in the fridge and bake them whenever I need a healthy snack. These falafel taste quite bland, next time I'm gonna put more herbs, onion n chillies. I omit baking powder n flour n salt as well.

These how they look like before bake

Hurm... not sure what I'm gonna have tomorrow, definitely a green juice for breakfast as I skipped that this morning. Happy detoxing peeps :)

Warm, Hearty n Delicious Lentils Soup

2012-01-31T23:14:00.004+08:00

Never tried lentils in my life, this is the 1st time. It taste so good, a hearty soup that would make ur stomach happy. I made the soup with half cup of red lentils. U can get bout 3-4 cups of soup which I enjoyed the whole day :p Gara2 stok buah dah abis! I share with u guys the recipe so that u can try it later ok :)

Ingredients
1 onion
4 cloves garlic
1 big celery stalk
2 tomatoes
1 carrot

1/2 cup red lentils

2-3 cups water
dash of black pepper
dash of white pepper
1 tspn chilli powder
2-3 vinegar ( I used cider)

Saute onion, garlic, celery and carrot until tender, add on chopped tomatoes. Stir slowly for 2 minutes, add on lentils. Stir again. Add water, simmer until lentils soft. Finally add on chilli powder, white n black pepper and vinegar. Serves hot with parsley :).

Mode ~ Making falafel tonite so that I can straight away bake them tomorrow ^.^

Day 7

2012-01-30T22:12:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah, dah hari ke 7. Esok start minggu ke dua, dah boleh add on few things mcm tofu, fish, nuts n lentils, hehe happy skit :) Alhamdulillah I have lost 6 kg, tu last timbang semalam, nari lupa pula nak timbang masa g umah my mum tadi. Baju semua dah longgar, yg paling suke my stomach pun dah turun sikit, dah tak bloated lagi, but tak tahu la kalau lepas add on protein ni macamana... hope maintain la shat.

I started my day with green juice, lunch with mango smoothies and salad as usual and rebus2 again at mum's place for dinner, but I learned from yesterday, nari I didn't take so much food during dinner, just enuf to satisfy the hunger and not feel stuffed mcm semalam. For snacks, I ate 2 bananas.

So tomorrow, I'm planning to make Veggie soup with some lentils for breakfast. Bunyi mcm berat jer kan... I think better to make it for lunch la, pagi2 still nak ambil green juice dulu. Now mcm dah biasa with the awkward taste of my green juice :)

Mode ~ Can't wait to have veggie soup tomorrow!

Rebus2

2012-01-29T21:22:00.006+08:00

I had a kick start in the morning when I had mango smoothies before my 20mins walked. Sugar from mango n carrot juice in the smoothies really did their job well :) tak pernah lagi rasa so ringan masa buat workout so I really enjoyed the walk n stretching!

in the blender

yummeh smoothies!

I had lunch at my mum's today, adoi tergelincir abis my diet. Eh, but no worries, I haven't touch rice pun :p. Mum masak rebus2 so I had quite a lot of stuff in my stomach afternoon tadi. Terung, bendi, betik muda, red cabbage, carrot, cauliflower, asparagus (haha macam pasar dah bunyinyer :p) cecah with sambal kicap cuka. But instead of cuka, she used lime so lagi la kaw sambal tu tadi (masih menelan air liur while typing).

So for dinner, I decided to make the green juice with hope it will cleanse n flush everything out heheh. No snacks for today since I'm so full, thanks mak :)

Oh My....

2012-01-28T22:26:00.007+08:00

Today I felt so tired, mcm dah tak ader tenaga langsung! After eating 2 bananas, Im ok again, dah boleh senyum :) Well, this is what I have today;

Day 5

Breakfats
I didn't eat proper breakfast today since I have few orders of apam n kek, took 1 red apple n mineral water aje.

Lunch
Had quite full lunch today, apple, celery, pucuk maman (I dun know its English's name :p), tomatoes, carrots, onion, romaine n drizzle with my leftover apple vinaigrette + oh my, oh my.... my 1st ever tried green juice!

Dinner

2 bananas + 1/2 red apple

Snacks
Steam Chickpea :)

Can u find pucuk maman in my salad? The one that look like taugeh!

You can substitutes the ingredients to many others green leafy n veggies such as coriander, mint, spinach, some even put curry leaves, its all depends on ur tekak if u r able to swallow them, as for me, my version was light and it still taste eeiii uk! hahah, the taste was so STRONG! but that was for the 1st time sip aje, then I think the taste was not so bad at all because the ginger n lime was there :)

My Version of Green Juice Detox Recipe
1 green apple
2 stalks celery
3 romaine leaves
about 2 inc ginger
half of lime

Green juice is good because it boost ur healths in so many ways. The chlorophyll helps u cleanse ur liver, balance ur ph by reducing acidity, the antioxidants takes care ur cells and skin and the fiber aids digestion leads u for better berry2 :p

So, whats with the eeeiii uk? When it can gives u so many in return!

Mode ~ plan to juice mango tomorrow :) Another tonic to boost my day!!

Mahal?

2012-01-28T14:56:00.006+08:00

Rata2 comments from my relatives n friends about detox diet that it is expensive. If u guys follow mat salleh menu memela its gonna very2 expensive because u need to buy imported fruits n plants. Since I'm perut melayu asli, I find it exciting if u guys try to mix up the imported n local ingredients together, by doing so, it won't be so expensive n u'll be surprise how u can tackle the price ^.^. But of course u must know what n where to buy stuff la kan :)

Let's find out how much is exactly the cost for Week 1 of my detox diet peeps!

These are few veggies that I bought for 1-2 weeks supply. Carrots, cabbage, tomatoes, limes, romaine salads, ginger, celery stalks, parsley, coriander, mint and many other things. If u guys noticed the price, it only cost me about rm1 to rm2 per packet. They are so cheap till I feel like nak borong everything :p

Yang mahal kat sini are the apples la of course, but it can supply u for the whole week, n believe me its cheaper than what u pay for ur breakfast, lunch and dinner outside! Dun worries because they are not that expensive at all. Tak caye? Ok, jom kita buat kira2 sikit!

Fruits
Apples - rm13
watermelon - rm4
Bananas - rm5 (about 7-8 bananas)
limes - rm2 (6 pcs)
papayas - rm1 (2 pcs)
Blueberries - rm9 (5 x makan)

Veggies
Carrot - rm2 (7-8 pcs)
Tomatoes - rm4 (about 10pcs)
1 whole big Cabbage - rm 1.80
Romaine Salad -rm5 (about 10x makan)
my ginger, celery stalks, parsley, mint, coriander - are all @rm1 per pack

If u total everything, it's around rm50++ jer. Now please compare with ur belanja makan kat luar for 2 weeks. I bet mesti la lebih rm50 kan. So for those yg dah bersemangat nak ikot this detox diet, come n join me, let's do it together n be healthier together!

So, bila dah ader byk supply of fruits n plants kat dalam fridge, I am really bersemangat nak continue this diet. Lagi2 bila hubby memberi sokongan padu :) Tak per la dear, mana tau after 11 years marrying me, ader la chance u nak dukung I nanti hahha :p lebih2 pulak yer!

This is what I had yesterday, apple salad with romaine, tomato, carrot n onion serve with homemade apple vinaigrette n papaya for dessert :)

If u guys interested for the recipes, please let me know yer, I'll try to post it here later :)

Seeking for a Healthier Lifestyle

2012-01-27T12:17:00.001+08:00

Title gempak aje kan, but just to let u guys know, this is the 4th day of my detox diet. 1st day tu, can't really consider detox but more to survival la kot haha... yer la kena masakkan suami n anak, my stomach can't really duduk diam but growled so loud :p

Starting for today, don't get bored because I'm going to post my daily detox diet. It's gonna be all raw fruits and veggies, salads, steam veggies, fruits n plants smoothies.

Day 1
I took lots of red and green apples, combining with some plain yogurt when I felt really hungry. Theres no really what I ate for breakfast, lunch n dinner since I hentam jer makan buah bila lapar.

Day 2
Breakfast
Started my day with limeade with no sugar at all. A bowl of fresh blueberries and plain yogurt accompanied with 2 apples.

Lunch
2 apples, steam bendi n terung cecah with sambal kicap limau (masa dapat ni terasa nikmatnyer dunia).

Dinner
Another bowl of fresh blueberries with plain yogurt and 2 apples.

Snacks
2 Bananas

Day 3

Breakfast
Carrot juice, 3 slices of papaya

Lunch
Fruit cuts (half size of medium pineapple, half size of medium guava n a bowl of raw cabbage with shredded carrot)

Dinner
Another 3 slices papayas and a cup of steam corn

Snacks
2 Bananas

And guess what kengkawan, I have lost #kg, and that's without any single cardio activities! Lets strive for 21st day plan! This time I really want to follow the correct method :)

My Version of Laksa Johor

2012-01-26T22:05:00.006+08:00

Lately tah pape asek nak upload resepi jer :p, btw.. resepi ni yg la yag I guna buat potluck kat kelas multicultural n telah diiktiraf SEDAP (perasan sangat da ni) oleh org johor sendiri which is my very own lecturer :) Ok2 jgn marah, bagila chance kembang setaman jap... anyway for those yg nak cuba tu, cuba la yer, laksa johor ni gerenti sodap!

Bahan2 (10 org makan if diaorg tak tambah 2x la yer)

1 bungkus Spaghetti
(rebusla ikot instruction kat paket yer)

10 ekor ikan kembung
3 sb kerisik
1 bungkus kecil kari ikan babas
1/2 cwn cili kisar
3-5 keping asam keping ikot tekak
1/2 cwn udang kering ditumbuk halus

Bahan2 blender
2 biji bawang besar
3 ulas bawang putih
1/2 inci halia
lengkuas cikit
2 batang serai

Bahan campak :p
1 cwn santan pekat
1 batang serai diketuk
1 btg bunga kantan
daun kesum
1 sb ketumbar ditumbuk halus

Bahan hiasan
1 biji timun potong melilit
1 labu bawang, hiris nipis
kacang panjang pun hiris nipis
bunga kantan juga dihiris nipis

Sambal Belacan
Cili Merah n cili padi ikot pedas tekak :p
sedikit belacan
limau nipis

Cara sediakan kuah;
rebus ikan dan 3 asam keping dengan 6 cwn air
once ikan masak, tgu sejuk skit n asingkan isi
air rebusan jgn dibuang yer, kita akan guna sat lagi
Blend isi ikan yg telah direbus dengan 2 cwn air rebusan tadi

Panaskan minyak n start tumis bahan2 blend sampai naik bau
Pastu bolehla masukkan cili, kari babas, kerisik n tumis sampai pecah minyak
Tambahkan 2 cwn air rebusan lagi...
Masukkan isi ikan, ketumbar n udang kering n tumis lagi sampai satu umah bau wangi n ur husben n kids pun start tanya apa yang wangi sgt kat dapur tu :p
Masukkan lebihan air rebusan ikan tadi n santan, n tgu kuah mendidih (if ur kuah pekat sgt, boleh la tambah air)
Masukkan serai, daun kesum n bunga kantan serta asam keping
Biar kuah mereneh denga api perlahan sampai pecah minyak

4 sambal belacan, tumbuk cili n belacan sampai lumat n perah limau nipis

Boleh la hidangkan start ngan spaghetti, bahan hias n sendukkan kuah sampai banjir n top up with sambal belacan ~ tell u, meleleh! Betul tak orang2 johor :)My son kalau dapat Laksa Johor ni makan dah tak pandang kiri kanan. Pagi petang siang malam boleh mengulang tak jemu2!

Mode ~ Cari2 pics laksa johor dalam lappy ni tak ada la pula, semua dah selamat masuk perut, sedap sangat kot sampai tak sempat nak snap ^.^

Alahai Sedapnyer Nasi Ayam Claypot Versi Rice Cooker

2012-01-25T22:56:00.006+08:00

Saje nak share resepi ni, sesuai tuk anak2 dara n mak dara yang malas masak macam I la kan :p. Resepi ni simple sgt2 tapi dijamin sedap! Menu wajib setiap bulan (kadang terlajak sampai 2-3 kali sebulan)

Bahan Perap
Ayam 1/2 ekor
*Halia 2 inci
*Bawang besar 2 biji
*Bawang putih 5 biji
(* diracik nipis2)
Kicap bilal 1 - 2 senduk masakan
Kicap soya 3 sudu besar
Minyak bijan 2 sudu besar
Sos tiram 2 sudu besar
Lada hitam secukup rasa

Beras 4 pot
Minyak masak untuk menumis
Ikan pekasam
Daun bawang untuk hiasan

Cara2nyer senang sesangat

1. Goreng ikan pekasam bersama sedikit minyak dan ketepikan minyaknyer. (Mak aih, kecur air liur sambil2 menaip nih)

2. Perap Ayam selama 10 - 20 minit bersama dengan bahan2 racik + kicap, kicap soya, minyak bijan dan lada hitam.

3. Panaskan minyak and masukkan ayam yang diperap tadi bersama bahan2 perapannyer sekali, masak sampai half cook aje, tambahkan air lebih kurang stgh cawan.

4. Sementara tengah masak ayam tu boleh la masak nasi menggunakan rice cooker macam biasa, tapi kurangkan setengah sukatan air drpd biasa.

5. Bila nasi dah hampir kering, masukkan ayam tadi bersama kuahnya sekali.

6. Once nasi dah masak, ambil lebihan minyak ikan pekasam tadi n taburkan di atas ayam n nasi. Tutup semula rice cooker atau boleh la terus dihidangkan dengan daun bawang dan ikan pekasam.

Nota - Jgn memandai letak garam sebab kicap n ikan pekasam meme dah masin :)

Mode ~ Rindu nasi ayam claypot!

Birthday Bash GiveAway Contest (BBGAC)

2012-01-20T11:53:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday to you…Happy Birthday to you…Happy birthday to… sapa yer? Happy Birthday to me!

Hehe… yer2, I’m turning 35 tomorrow, isk2, dah tua la kan :p. Bukan nak citer pasal my birthday pun. Normally tak celebrate pun, selalunya buat cake so the kids ble nyanyi n potong :). Tapi now pun diaorg dah tak nak nyanyi2 dah, diaorg nak potong n ngap kek aje :p

This 35^th birthday, I berbesar hati sangat nak bagi kek kat uoals semua ngeh ngeh ngeh… bukan satu kek (buat suspen ckit), bukan dua tapi tiga kek! Yer2… 3 bijik kek! Tapi adalah syarat n keje ckit yang uoals kena buat kan ^.^. Tak susah mana pun keje tu, tak kena baking bagai, kena klik2 aje mouse n type2 ckit aje keyboard uoals tu…

Syarat2 BBGAC;

Singgah ke www.myrealhunch.blogspot.com, n klik pada pic awek cun kat sidebar sebelah kanan (chefgirl in white holding plate of cake with purple background), it will direct uoals ke HomeBakerz. (my Feedjit mesti tunjuk uoals enter from my personal blog, then baru uoals eligible to enter the contest yer).

Once uoals masuk ke HomeBakerz, cari entry Birthday Bash GiveAway Contest, dapat je the entry, click kat LIKE button and SEND button to send to your FB wall.

Please tag as many friends n let them know about BBGAC n jgn lupa tag I sekali yer.

Contest ENDS on 12.00pm 31st January 2012.

On 31st January, print screen all ur comments (including no of comments sekali) and please emel to homebakerz@hotmail.com.Cabutan akan dibuat berdasarkan status paling KREATIF berserta KOMEN MEMBINA PALING BANYAK (25 comments n above) from u and ur friends.

IMPORTANT ~ Sorry sangat sebab Giveaway ni TIDAK BOLEH DIPOS. So it is strictly self pick up. Tidak boleh juga ditukar dengan wang tunai (tukar nama penerima OK). So pada yang jauh kalau uoals nak enter juga this competition, please arrange how uoals nak amek the prize nanti yer. Semua hadiah akan diberi pada Sabtu, 4^th February 2012.

Clock is ticking, gud luck uoals :)

Simpler Version (Read this if the colored wording bothered u;

Ada yang tak jumpa entry tu yer, macam ni barula thrill ckit :) kena guna skills yang ader tuk godek2 the post yer ^.^

1. Go to my personal blog www.myrealhunch.blogspot.com.

2. Click HomeBakerz which is in the right sidebar (pic awek cun), It will straight away direct you to my cake blog.

3. Find entry "Birthday Bash GiveAway Contest".

4. Click at Like Button and Send button to share to ur FB wall.

5. Tag as many friends to let them know about the contest n TAG me too (kalau tak I have no idea bout ur spot). Contoh...

6. On 31st January, print screen ur status n comments and email to homebakerz@hotmail.com

7. Three (3) first contestants with most creative status and most comments (25 and above) will be the winner.

8. Prize can be given/claimed on 4th February 2012.

So senang cerita, u guys tag kengkawan reramai pastu borak2 la about this contest, produk, taste, design or anything dengan syarat mestilah komen yang membina. Plus jgn lupa tag I sekali so that I am aware of it. Simple jer kan... hope simpler version ni membantu.

Hadiah apa? Once u jumpa my entry/post about the BBGAC tu, then u'll know apa hadiahnyer :)

Mineral Water

2012-01-19T18:05:00.008+08:00

To those yang close with me, surely knew that I really can't tolerate plain water. Plain water means drinking water from your house water tap. Yup, true! I only drink mineral water. Since teenagers lagi I've started to drink only mineral water.

Reasons? The only reason is not that I mengada2 but I can't bear the taste of tap water. If u guys notice, tap water ni normally ade one kind of taste, I even experienced the one with bad smell. Oh sangat2 No! Well, my habit ni sometimes trouble me a lot, especially when I go to places. Even to kedai makan pun I can't tolerate. Usually kedai makan is the worst la in terms of taste n smell tu, to the extend I wondered, if they get the water from the toilet eeeiii!

So that's why I can only telan mineral water. Tapi not all brand I boleh telan ~ siyes sangatla mengada kan huhu.. main brand that I usually consume like Mesra, Spritzer n now Blue.

Mesti u guys nak tau what are the benefits of mineral water? Let me share a bit.

For sure la banyak sgt benefits kan but the most what it does is they allow our body to absorb the mineral contents, easily than food that we consumes. Ni function yang paling major. Other than that, since our body is made up of 70% of water, so it would also help a lot in detoxification. Especially to people like me yang suka consume fast food n processed food, breathe polluted air (sebab my apt dekat ngan kilang besi) n malas yg teramat buat workout :p There, at least the minerals is there to eliminate those toxins yang dah bersarang2 dalam badan ni kan.

Lagi? Ade lagi... if u read the label, u will also notice that it contained calcium n magnesium which is essential for your bones. Other than making your muscles and bones strong, these 2 minerals will also help you to relax and sustain good blood pressure. Proper pressure pulak will boost your immune system. So for those yang takot nak consume banyak susu n cheese tu, it is good to nurture this mineral water habit. Although, u can still get those minerals from other sources such as fruits and veggies, at least they will top up ur needs of those minerals.

The bicarbonate and chloride pulak, help ur stomach for better digestion and balance acids in the intestinal. When you digested food properly then u'll get more nutrients from food that u consume. Kalau u all rajin, pls extend ur reading towards acidic intestinal, ngeri sangat2 when it can cause u so many severe problems such as yeast overgrowth and urine infection... siyes menakutkan!

Well, when I make comparisons between Spritzer and Mesra, they having slight differences in their minerals content. I find that Spritzer is having better minerals in contrast of Mesra, even though they extracted from the same location. Now that I know, I'll buy Spritzer more since they are cheaper in price and richer in benefits compare to Mesra.

If u read more, Spritzer also offer us with the silicon or Orthosilicic Acid (SI/OSA). These SI normally came from plant (example whole grains food) in its insoluble form and it takes our intestinal to do their work to make them soluble (OSA). Most SI presents in fiber but they are being refines and removes when the food is processed.

So what soo good about this OSA?
Spritzer stated that OSA (1) able to strengthen our tissues and blood vessels thus it could help us to hinder osteoporosis. OSA are also claimed to (2) prevent mount of toxic accumulated in our brain so its good precaution to alzheimer disease. It is also said that the (3) water that is hold in our joint and connective tissue will prevent us from arthritis. Heart problems can also avoided since SI (4) putt off cholesterol in heart. Finally, it may (5) slow down aging process and promotes better skin, better hair and nails beauty heheh...

Now u know how valuable and beneficial is mineral water kan, apa lagi... lepas ni once u got chance, please consume a lot and a lot mineral water in ur daily diet yer :)

But how about tap water? Is it safe enough for us to consume it? Yer la, so far lum dengar lagi orang mati minum air paip kan, still... ur tap water tu penuh with contaminants that make the smell, taste and sometimes the look change. Have u ever experienced whenever the water supply is cut off during maintenance or whatsoever, once they put through back the water supply u smell mud? oyeahhhh! and then u seen the color of dirt, rusk and sometimes sand came along with the water. Itu baru dr tangki taman. And what about our piping system? How many years have they exist for the water travel from sewage treatment? Fyi, 90% water source kat Malaysia came from the river and stream. Sejauh mana air ni smua is not polluted?

Ihsan incik google

Tu baru kekotoran yang nampak, what about parasites/bacteria resistance that they put in water? Kalau masuk swimming pool mesti boleh bau chlorine kan? This is the major purifier that they use to purify the water from bacteria semua. But u guys jgnla risau, tentula semua procedure ni is under the rite authority.

mode ~ free sangat :p

As promised

2012-01-17T09:30:00.006+08:00

I wanna talk about FINAL exam.
1st things 1st ~ Yeay! Exam is over!
dah basi actually, it was over on the 12th, last week.
However, only now I feel that it’s really over, fuh!

On January, the 5th
My first paper was the toughest among all. From the assignments, the critiques, the video session and the final exam! It has never been easy sebab lecturer selalu tak der. He is a busy person so student selalu terkapai2 sendiri. Nevermind that, I learned a lot, with friends and own efforts.

On January, the 6th
Major subject, pedagogy! Below dialogue was one of my answers when it asked me to apply role play strategy in class for ‘barter trade’ topic! Guess what! I didn’t do revision on that part! I wrongly spot the topic! Padan muke! Spot2 topic lagi!

Scenario & dialog that I created to describe what is barter trade and its benefits/setbacks.

A customer went to market to buy few supplies - milk, eggs, flour and biscuits. This is what happened at the counter;

Customer – I wanted to trade this (milk) with my brand new shirt.
Cashier – how come? This is expensive, we must milk so many cows to get this.
Customer – ok then, let me trade the eggs, with 2 brand new shirts.
Cashier – cannot, we have to raise so many chickens to get the eggs.
Customer – never mind! Let me trade 3 brand new shirts with the flour then!
Cashier – haiya mr!! Still cannot, we must grind so many grains to produce this.
Plus, do you know something?
Customer – what?
Cashier – this (biscuits), is the most expensive item among others!
Customer – why la amoi?
Cashier – because we need milk, eggs and flour to make this!
Customer – speechless :p

What do you think about my answer? I got this idea after made 3 times alteration. (3 different stories, each I assumed can’t show the meaning, purposes and setbacks), thank you to mr. correction tape that I bought from popular.

Why on earth you must asked students to come out with lesson plan and activities? It took me 40minutes to finish 4 pages lesson plan. Grrr! Even a real teacher must have text book whenever they plan for their P&P. There are other ways to test students’ understanding on LP and P&P but definitely not during the exam!

On January, the 9th
Another minor paper, insyaAllah 

On January, The 11th
Harghhhhh! I wanted to scream out loud! But the truth was, I cried over my FA lecturer right after the exam. I was dem frustrated because I prepared for it. What happened was I got panicked. After recited doa I straight away opened the question paper and all of sudden my formulas were all gone! My brain got all jumble up and I can’t think straight. Obviously what happened to me was the panicked attack. Therefore, I lost my concentration and focus for almost 3 hours. Yeah! Now we can predict my result pretty well! I will definitely drop my beautiful CGPA 

On January, the 12th
My lecturer advised me to focus on MA. Hubby told me to practically write down all the formulas on the paper before started to answer the questions. He convinced me, it is ok to spent 10 – 15 minutes rather than loss every opportunity to get marks. And again, after recited doa, I did what I’m being told. I didn’t open the question paper, I wrote every possible formula that I remember.

Alhamdulillah, hubby was rite. Madam was rite too. I found myself more relax and whenever I got stressed out, burnt out to answer, I referred to those formulas that I wrote before.

Whenever I asked hubby why is that I was so careless with FA, and I asked him why God let me made those silly mistakes, hubby told me to redha. I personally don’t have the correct answer for it, but after sometimes I realized that it can happen to everyone. It taught me to bend down my panic disorder, try to overcome it whenever I can because this diseases is not tolerable and most probably I’ll suffer from the consequences.

Well, there’s a lot to learn from mistakes I made. InsyaAllah I will redha for now, but definitely I will cry again after the result is out. February, please don’t come and please don't give me a broken heart .

Mode ~ my heart beat so fast rite now.. they must be marking my papers.

Better Person

2012-01-17T08:25:00.007+08:00

We were having our breakfast when I was counting my CGPA for this semester (meme suka forecast2 result nih), I told hubby, 3 subjects are considered A. I have nothing to worry about my minor papers. But I’m seriously terrified with accounting subjects. Then he asked me;

‘Rumahtangga dapat A tak?’

My face went completely numb! My husband is a quiet person, he is the man of calmness. He hardly angry, nor to put on face even if I nonstop nagging. (well, people said if a wife is nagging it’s because the man is not listening :p). But once he speaks… tu dia! Merah muka, kalah kena penampar :p

And last nite, I knocked out again by Wardina Saffiyah with kind of similar question,
‘Siapa kita nak marah anak-anak ni, kita ni (parents) yang banyak dosa…”

Once I watched the beginning of the video last nite, I was thinking, oh this is a normal issue. However, I still watched it till the end. I thanked god, and thanked to Wardina as well for brought up the topic. It may heard like a normal and ordinary topic, but once you went through the content, Alhamdulillah it was packed with information and urges for me to change.

I have been neglected the kids for a while, especially when I was busy with assignments and exams. Everytime I get stressed out and angry towards the kids, especially Haziq. I even told my mom last nite (before I watched the video lar kan) my blood totally went up whenever I assisted him with his home work.

The truth is I forgot that he is just 8 years old. The school must be so hard for him without fullest attention and guidance from me. Whenever I saw the school syllabus, I knew it’s going to be tough for him and I failed to understand his needs.

Ya Allah, I must change! Let me change!
to be a better mother to them,

to be a better wife to my husband,
Amin.

Jom Marathon!

2012-01-12T14:06:00.008+08:00

Haha, lama dah tak hupdate marathon kan... tengok2 picca ajelah dulu yer, masih tak der mood nak menulis, baru abis paper MA dan sgt2 rasa nak bantal n tilam sekarang...

Ni masa kat pantai Kelanang, masa Kismas tempoh hari, mula nak gi Morib, tapi sesak sgt dengan manusia baik kat tepi pantai mau dalam air, so beransur la ke Kelanang.

Ni pulak antara kek2 yang sempat disnap...
yg lain tu dah biasa tepek so malas la nak masuk dalam ni.

Ni pula masa tahun baru, asalnyer nak g potong seluar sekolah jer kat kompleks PKNS, tau2 menyimpang ke tasik, Haziq seronok sgt ngan babah dia naik kayak...

Nak citer pasal exam sebenarnya, tapi otak masih tepu... nanti2 la kita citer yer, now nak intai2 drama korea yang best2 untuk ditonton dalam cuti yang tak bapa nak panjang ni :)

Genap Seminggu!

2011-12-31T05:30:00.005+08:00

Heheh.. genap seminggu tak buka blog, blog walking pun tak, tak der masa sepicing pun nak berblog. Cam ner nak berblog kalau guna 2/3 windows plus 10 tabs each! sib baik ms lappy kuat :)

Alhamdulillah... last week worried with financial account assignment, alhamdulillah balance juga my account ngam2 b4 the time due. Huh! berpeluh you!

Lepas tu busy plak ngan video session for individual counseling, alhamdulillah, setelah bertungkus lumus ngan pelbagai masalah, kejap lagi boleh la hantar vdeo tu. Buat vdeo tu tak la teruk sangat kot. Trimas byk2 kat CTB Azrin sebab banyakkkk sangat tolong menjayakan sesi counseling tu :) Tanpa azrin, pening juga kami nak merakam.

Tapi yg teruk sekali menghabiskan assingment interventions tu, ada 5 interventions kena wat report plus 1 kritik on the intervention. Kritik? This is my pes time buat krtitk. Adoi, sayang betul buat keje last minutes, the outcomes meme la tak berapa nak gempak, rasenya mcm byk benda lagi nak letak tapi tak sempat. Gempak tak gempak, i produced 50pages for the report.

Will be having exam starting 5th January - 12th January 2012.
5th Jan - Individual Counseling
6th Jan - Pedagogy in Commerce
9th Jan - Multicultural Counseling
11th Jan - Fianancial Accounting
12th Jan - Managerial Accounting

Kijam kan, accounting paper tak der gap langsung! oh dugaan! insyaAllah dipermudahkan semuanya nanti :) Wish me luck n doa2kan semuanye berjalan lancar for me yer :)

Mode ~ ngantok sakan!

Bad Cake Day!

2011-12-23T17:58:00.007+08:00

Adoi! jgn salahkan kek, salahkan tuan empunya badan! sapa suruh tak tdo 2 malam n masih buat order, akibatnya customer pulak yang jadi mangsa.

Malam tadi (setelah malam sebelumnya pun tak tdo sebab dok buat assignment akaun) tak tdo lagi dek masih meneruskan kerja2 baking yang tergendala. Hajat hati meme nak buat secara beransur2 dari hari senin tu nak siapkan tart shell n prepare bahan2 lain dulu. Tapi disebabkan dapat esemen budget last minit tu semua plan tak jadi. Tu yang malam tadi dok siapkan juga 2 bijik rainbow cake, 3 bijik karemel pelangi n 1 set cistat. Paham2 la kan sambil buat sambil tersengguk, tapi gagahkan jua sebab dah janji ngan customer kan.

Memula my caramel ciskek tak jadi, lupa cover ngan foil n dengan confidentnya dok bath marie cake tu. Sejam ciskek tu dok dalam oven pun masih x pasan juga. Padahal ader jugak dok jenguk2 oven. Bila dok bawa kuo kek n nak transfer, awat my oreo base nih lembik mcm puding dah? Then baru I realized I x cover the pan with foil, terbaek meza!

Pic Atas - Pan dah mandi with my ciskek oreo base
Pic Bawah - Oreo Base dah jadik puding Oreo :(

Then another customer told me my rainbow cake tergelincir dari landasan, cepat2 kol hubby tanya cam ner dia hantar td meme senget ke? Hubby pun xplain sebijik mcm yg customer xplain, sah2! meme salah my hubby! Nih meme nak kena rotan nih! kita wat mcm nak terkeluar bijik mata, dia g wat spoil pulak masa delivery... huhu, sabar you, nanti hubby resign sapa nak hantarkan kek lagi?

Allah.... ader jer dugaan, betapa pentingnya mental dan fizikal tu bersatu kan... rasanya nak tutup order dah la, takot tergelincir pulak masa buat exam nanti, minta dijauhkan!

Mode ~ Penat, siyes nak tutup order till middle January 2012.

24 hours submission!

2011-12-22T02:20:00.005+08:00

Hah! got last minutes assignment for FA today! very the thrill, control acc + ledger + trial balance. Am still working on my ledger, berdarah2 dah mata n idong nia :p Still can't imagine how am going to answer exam. The steps punyala panjang! Semoga Allah permudahkan!

Mode - tatau kul bapa nak tdo, cancel plan baking malam ni :(

Maladaptive Behavior vs Karipap

2011-12-20T11:21:00.010+08:00

This is one of the topic that we talked about during our group discussion yesterday. Arghhh... it was such a long day when we kept on discussing and realized it already 7pm and we decided to wrapp out everything although there's a lot of things are in vague.

Thank you to counselor Yap for explaining those weird counseling terms and theories. Thanks to my friend, counselor to be (CTB) Arina for invited me to join the discussion. It was fun and awesome to share knowledge like that, but all I did was just lend my ear to the details since this is my minor paper and am been so blurred about the subject. I believe I need to stop procrastinate and start reading all the kitabs from here and there, so that I could answer the final exam later :p

1st thing 1st... what is maladaptive behavior (MAB)? Well, through our discussion yesterday what i can conclude, MAB is types of behaviors that hinder an individual to adjust to some circumstances. This behavior may reduce one's worries, however it may not able to solve problems/situation. In some cases, it might worsen the situation because behavior chosen is non productive or dysfunctional. One might stay away from the situation but it totally won't improve the situation. Huhu, ble paham ke? Tak per2.. lepas ni kita kasik example yer...

Haha, that definition is definitely act only as token for me, being able to memorize those facts is good enough ! that's mean I paid attention okeh!

Ok2, let's continue with a simple example that would help you to understand and help me to retain the details yer.

Oh! this is a good one, example.... I'll be having my final semester exam in 2 weeks time, at the same time, I have a lots in my mind. A lots and lots in my hands as well. I supposed to start with my assignment @9am this morning but my thought doesn't allow me working things rite. For some reasons, what we called 'unrealistic fears' make me believe that I won't be able to complete all my tasks. My brain keep on interpreting wrong chemical reactions, thus my synapses keep on transmitting wrong information between neurons. This morning, my worries had transformed into stress therefore that's the reason of me getting nausea and dizziness. Do I need some drugs to stop those pain message from getting into my brain?

Nah! I decided to deviate my attention to other things for a while, then I remembered my inti karipap in the fridge.. I guess since I can't focus to my study and am having really bad headache, why not I settle the karipap dulu kan.

Here we go, my 1st maladaptive behavior for today! I snub the notes and headed to the kitchen and start to touch my utensils and ingredients :p, of course I started kneaded the flour for my karipap pastry ^.^. Hahah.. the feeling is absolutely heaven!

I got about 30 pcs karipap alltogether and I kept the remaining inti into the freezer. I konon2 had utilized my 3 hours time (lama pasal I terhegeh2 kelim the edges larr). Happy! I fried 5 pcs and ate them for my breakfast! The pastry was nice, just the way I like, very crisp! There you go, healing therapy for me :)

Then am putting everything here so that we can learn together about maladaptive behavior. I guess, it is not wrong to utilize another 1 hour to do some blog, plus this information is relevant for final exam :p

So do u get what maladaptive behavior is all about peeps? n how many hours I have procrastinated till now ^.^

Mode ~ gimme another half an hour to take nap yah!

Not So Speechless After All

2011-12-19T22:59:00.008+08:00

And yet, yesterday was a productive day for me :) Other than having our quality family time ~ kids with online games (ultraman, pikachu, sonic, mario and the list goes longer ) hubby with online anime (Bleach, Dragon Ball, Naruto, Gundam and the list goes even loooonger cause all these series came out with different seasons + episodes = hundreds of them or maybe thousands, who knows) and me with korean dramas for sure (told u, very productive :p)

However, I managed to complete 2 assignments + 2 exercises for MA (Managerial Accounting).

Sambil buat esemen tu, rasanyer few times I have to stop to prepare dinner for the kids and hubby heheh...

Tapi kan, actually I started the assignment right after watching 2 movies with hubby. It almost 5pm if am not mistaken. Haha, memula ingat nak nengok 1 movie jer titled 'The Thing'.

Biasala, if we dah start watch 1 movie, mesti jadi so addicted nak watch another one, so we continue with 'FrightNight' pulak. Hahah!

Hah! Lupa, Saturday nite tu we watched Breaking Dawn Pt 1 as well. I really like the ending although the beginning tu naik bosan la plak sebab byk sgt adegan bosan hurm!

Ha, pas tu I continue with my assignments till 12am sambil2 masak inti karipap. I thought this morning boleh la goreng karipap for the boys, unfortunately I only slept around 4am last nite. I can't afford wake up at 5am nak menggentil the karipap pastry pulak.

Oh, napa I slept so late? Cause am looking for counseling journals/articles and I still can't find the best and helpful article for my minor paper. I have another 15 pages critiques to write, 15-20 pages theories to compare n summarize plus 40mins - 1hour intervention video recording which haven't been done.

More, I have 3 more FA (Financial Accounting) assignments must be submitted by this Wednesday.

Am having problem with 1 minor paper that I totally dun understand (mcamana nak katam all the kitab in 2 weeks time)

Mode ~ Exam is Around the Corner!

Speecless Weekends

2011-12-17T20:53:00.006+08:00

Mode ~ Nak Demam :(

Pic ehsan pak google

Keja Keja Keje!

2011-12-14T09:06:00.013+08:00

Sesetengah orang bekerja sebab nak survive.
Sesetengah orang bekerja kerana comitment.
Sesetengah orang bekerja kerana passion.
Sesetengah orang pula bekerja, Makan gaji bute!

Kerja sebab nak survive ni sgt2 la crucial kan. Sedey pun ader kadang tu bila tengok org kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang. Bersyukur rasa sebab kita tak perlu membanting tenaga, memerah peluh di tengah panas atau pun terpaksa buat kerja2 bahaya sebab kita tak ada pilihan. Ndak tak nak, terpaksa juga lakukan. Tak sampai hati rasanya seorang ayah atau ibu bila pulang ke rumah melihat mata2 redup anak2 yang kelaparan. Bagi mereka yang bekerja begini, tentulah pekerjaan itu menjadi sangat ikhlas dan besar pahalanya, tentulah pekerjaan itu menjadi ibadah yer...

Reason no 2 ni pun agak crucial juga. Comitment yang kita citer kat sini antaranya nak bayar hutang. Hutang rumah, keta, motor, tv beso, kredit card, individu, ah long, hutang kedai runcit dan pelbagai hutang lagila. Secara rasionalnyer, individu tu sendiri la yang mencari & membuat hutang ni. Hutang2 ni dibuat samaada kerana kesempitan hidup atau nak rasa senang dalam hidup. Maka bekerjalah kita semua, awal bulan poket penuh hujung bulan poket bocor huhuh.

Hah! antara 4 reasons bekerja ni yang paling best reason no 3 la kan. Certain people they don't even bother if the pay is quite low, as long they can do what they like the most. Org2 yang keje sebab passion ni tak kisah untuk stay back sampai lewat pagi. Orang2 begini hebat kerana the passionate feeling that they put into their job.

Ni pulak pasal boss....

(correct me if am wrong cause this is base on my bias observation la kan, kalau buat thesis tak laku ni hahah)

To those yang kais pagi makan pagi type, the boss mesti seorang yang suka mengarah. Bossy la kate orang puteh. Autocratic gle, tau nak mengarah jer! To them, these type of employees r easy to handle. So kebanyakan masa keje boss2 cam gini is only shouting and throwing their temper to staff. Boss cam gini lupa, level dia pun sama jer macam staff nih pasal diorang ni tak reti nak jadi manusia. Perah & Kerah type of boss!

Commitment type of employees pulak selalu dapat boss yang so so juga la. If u deliver what they want, they happy. If u tak deliver what they want, at the end of the month u still happy sebab u'll get ur pay :p Boss for these type of employee mostly flexible, they r more tolerant n deal with u as human.

Passionate type employees pulak, normally will get the perfectionist boss. Semua nak purfek! Tapi tak per sebab both of the boss and employee dedua tau apa yang nak kena deliver, normally they will work hand in hand. Kalau fight pun, mesti sebab nak deliver the best outcomes for their work. These people, bukan aje dapat reward at the end of the month, more than that they met their goals n fulfill satisfaction! Best2!

Oh lupa, yang ke empat tu! Ni yang paling best skali bagi those employees yang kaki ngelat. Mcm2 ngelat la diaorang buat, main game, tdo, sarapan kul 9, tea break kul 11, lunch kul 1, tea snack kul 4, belum lagi masuk time "take 5" berasap, to those yg teaching plak, tuang kelas, g meeting n conference sana sini. Terbaik!

Yang ni boss dia sapa yer? Cer uols kasek pendapat cikit ^.^

One more thing, uols agree tak, in general....what type of boss u'll get selalunyer is what are u towards ur job.

Mode ~ Just my 2 cents :)

Newly Wed Nieja & Akim

2011-12-11T21:55:00.012+08:00

Today sangatla suspen. We went to Nieja wedding. Around 12.15pm dah sampai. I remembered well the address said section 11, Shah Alam. Tapikan, as we arrived, we saw 2 pelamin.

Aiseh, betul ker ni yer? Kat luo tak der bunting, I nak tanya masa masuk tadi rasa macam, eh betul la majlis kat sini... Buat2 confident, trus capai pinggan, amek lauk n makan. Masa makan tu hati nih still dub dab dub dab. Kept telling hubby I rasa cuak we got into the wrong kenduri. Dah la meme tak kenal sesiapa kat situ.

Cuak still cuak, but makan still makan heheh. The food served meme sedapla kan, I amek ayam masak merah, daging hitam (these 2 dishes meme sedap, rugi tak amek lebih hahah), dalca, acar rampai n papedem. Ayam n daging lembut sangat, the 1st kenduri la dapat ayam n daging so tender macam tu. Then yang paling best was.... teh tarik u! Then adalah mcm2 kuih muih lagi that they served tapi perut dah tak larat nak makan.

Abis makan was around 12.50, I asked the waiters what time pengantin will arrive. Alamak, we all meme sampai awal, 1.30 baru pengantin sampai. 40 minutes more to kill, sib baik org lum bapa ramai, so tak la berebut seat kan. So we all just bagi nasi turun n decided to wait for pengantin. My kids da sibok ajak balik, but this is the 1st time I nak tengok Nieja in person heheh. Sis ni rakan blogger for almost 3 years. Seronok bace review Nieja bout food. Selalu juga hubby n I jalan2 cari makan based on Nieja's review ni. Hubby capai another cup of tea yang meme sedap tu, waited n waited, around 1.40 pengantin pun sampai!

Ha, tu dia sis Nieja with her husband Lukman Hakim (Yeay! I tak salah kenduri, betul ok!) Berseri mcm pics dalam blog juga, orang nyer meme manis, putih gebu gitu. Theme di Shah Alam ni kaler purple. Cantek jer keempat2 mempelai headed to their pelamin. Haiyi was so excited with the kompang group. Kali ni dia dapat tengok dr dekat sebab the kompang group iring pengantin masuk ke dalam.

I pun apa lagi, klik2, snap2 la few piccas of Nieja. Mostly my pic tak bapa nak cantek sebab pakai camera hp je kan. (Hubby cakap, mujur boleh juga amek pic kan, bila the wifey complaint camera tak leh zoom and bla bla bla).

Sempat juga borak 2-3 sentences guna mouth mimics, facial expressions n gestures masa tgh amek pics tu. Definitely she didn't recognize me, when I mentioned kak meza, then she nodded. There goes our unique conversation :). Sempat lagi told her dari bawah stage tu that we were about to leave n she said 'da nak balik dah?' dr atas stage. Sweet sgt :). Oh, meme kena balik la sebab dah dok 2 jam kat majlis orang heheh. Am still ralat la sikit sebab tak sempat nak ambil pics with pengantin. Tapi tak apa, maybe next time boleh jumpa :).

To Nieja n Lukman, akak wish both of u;

Congrats n 'Selamat Pengantin Baru'. May U Guys Have a Blessed Marriage Filled with Happiness, Laughter n Joy Hingga Hujung Nyawa! Dapat Junior Ramai2 n Comei2 belaka so that U Guys Boleh Create Banyak2 Memories in UR Marriage Life :)

And sis Nieja, jgn lupa... cont update the blog yer :)

Ipoh Day Out

2011-12-09T00:47:00.007+08:00

Adeh! my legs n waist r aching. My heart n mind pun aching jugak! Boleh ker cam tu? Today the kids & I ikot hubby g Ipoh. Not for jalan2, just accompanied him as he got work to settle over there. So sementara dia keje tu, we all kena humban @ Ipoh Parade. I thought, sure ada banyak benda boleh buat kat sana nanti since we've got 3 hours to kill. Tak per, cinema ade, arcade ader, mesti banyak benda boleh buat with the kids kan, kan? Banyak la i punya kan, kan!

Orang Ipoh jgn marah, but we were really2 bored. 1st we went to GSC cinema. Diaorg ade 4 film jer for viewing. Takkan nak tengok Ombak Rindu with the kids? Breaking Down? 2 more r tamil & chinese movie. Oh tolong la. There's no arcade for the kids as well. Nothing was really there :(

Told u, sib baik ade Popular Bookstore

Then, the kids sibok minta makan, we went to the food court next to the cinema. Alamak, I ni meme particular sgt part makan, 1st of all yg serve all the food mostly chinese, 2nd, tak nampak pun malay makan kat situ, 3rd the food meme la tak memanggil2 anak tekak ni untuk makan. So we went to the ground floor. Haziq said he saw lots of fast food restaurants down there. Well, there r only 2 options available jer for us, Marrybrown n Kenny Rogers. Hah! of course la the kids cepat2 grab my hands to Marrybrown the moment they saw their swings features. Adoi makan sambil goyang2 & buai2, layankan aje la...

I ordered them set like KFC snack plate. The chicken was very spicy. Kesian haiyi, he kept makan bersulam with soft drinks & ketchup. Lama juga we all menempel kat situ. Almost an hour while the kids slowly abiskan their meals. Suddenly Haiyi asked for berry2. Aiseh! This is the part yang I paling tak suke, after meal nak kena tgk muka j****n! I rasa chicken tu meme pedas sebab both of them revisited the toilet again n again!

Thank god, hubby called (of course after 3 n 1/2 hour la kan...) saying that he had finished with his work. I pun mcm nak histeria dah rasa sebab asek kena teman both of them masuk toilet kan. So I told hubby if he want to grab something, there was nothing there actually n lets have dinner outside (pity him from morning makan sandwich yang i bawa from home aje). So, I mcm baru lepas dari penjara was so happy bila nampak our car sampai kat entrance depan parkson tu. Jom2! cepat, masuk kereta!

Masuk je kereta, I was so tensed with the GPS voice. Dah la pusing2 asek salah jalan. It was so hard to find malay restaurant or even mamak nearby. I was quite happy bila ternampak restoren daun pisang n asked hubby to stop for his late lunch. But suddenly I realized, that was not mamak, it was indian cuisine restaurant. The GPS was actually suggested so many restaurant in that area. Unfortunately most of the restaurants either closed or gone, no more business. As my friend said to me, 'Hangin jer satu badan!'.

I saw from the GPS, there was 1 malay restaurant called Mee Rebus Ramli. I told hubby, jomla we tried pusing for the last one before heading back (maybe byk kedai makan otw balik). Masa tgh berhenti for traffic light I saw with my 2 eyes and said 'Ayang! tu, depan tu, Mee Rebus Ramli!'. ALhamdulillah, ada juga kedai yang buke! We all pun cepat2 la p cari parking.

We ordered 2 types of mee rebus. The normal one for me & Haiyi. We wanted to share the mee because we had our lunch at the mall previously kan. Hubby pulak try Special Mee Rebus which came with ayam. Haziq ordered fries aje since dia tak pandai makan mee rebus. Surprsingly, the mee rebus was superb for me. Meme nice! Yg paling best, 1st me & Haiyi thought of sharing the mee rebus kan, end up both of us makan berebut sebab sedap sangat hahah. Then we ordered another bowl sebab Haiyi tak puas makan (I pun tumpang sekaki juga hehehe).

Mee Rebus Biasa (mine & haiyi)

Mee Rebus Special (Hubby)

Interprem Sikit :)

Lupa nak citer, masa sampai tu, we saw shaw brothers building betul2 in front of Mee Rebus Ramli. Serta merta i pun terus teringat kat P.Ramli :(.

As I told hubby on the way back, it doesn't matter if its raining all day long or even stuck in the place that not worth feeling, one trip could be so memorable if it has at least one good food for us to remember and come back :)

Mode ~ Terasa2 Keenakan Mee Rebus Ramli

I've Changed!

2011-12-07T22:11:00.009+08:00

I am in my 2nd year of 3 year degree :) this semester has come to the end, my friends and I are now kelam kelibut finishing our assignments yang berlambak2 tu. In the beginning of semester, I have promised myself, when December starts, I have to put my focus on studying, al maklum la, am taking 2 accounting subject this semester. Huhu, handal sangat ke? To tell u the truth, am really in the middle of chaos. It’s really not cool to memorize all the accounting steps. But hey! am trying hard to coping with it. Hope I can still maintain the good result ^.^.

Back to my story, am quite excited to undergo teaching practicum in school. Starting February 2012, I’ll be heading to school every morning for 3 months. When am thinking about it, I can still feel the butterflies in my stomach: p Kelakar la, coz I’ve been in the industry for more than 8 years. I guess, its scary sebab there will be lecturer who going to observe while I teaching later in school la kan…

So, today in class am suppose to have my 1^st micro teaching. It carries 30 marks u. I’d prepare everything. The contents, the BBM, I made mind mapping sheet for the students plus little2 thing (that’s means effort okay) for the teaching today. My part was the last step where I needed to do pengukuhan, Q&A with students as well to conclude lesson of the day. Hehe, excited kan…

But u guys know, I didn’t able to do my part. The lecturer said our 40 minutes were done! None of my group member noticed when we started the teaching. And I didn’t do my part. Sad kan… yeah a bit. Am quite frustrated because I have planned and did everything.

In the old days, am sure I’ll be blaming, blaming and blaming everything around me. Am gonna be frustrated, irritated, disturbed and really2 upset. Tapi kan… today, it not really bothered me. While my other 2 group members were busy buat post mortem where they did wrong, I kept advising them, that was really something for us to just…. Learned! I told them it is better to make all the mistakes now rather than doing them in school. My friend smsed me after class, purposely to say sorry about today’s incident. How sweet kan :).

Moral of the story, I have changed! Suke tak? I suke sangat! It’s not easy to change tau n am happy because it is a good one. Now that I agree that education is meant to change things from bad to good, -ve to +ve.

Guys out there, let’s change for the better!!

Mode ~ Bernafas dengan tenang & bermimpi yg indah2!

Finally

2011-12-06T08:43:00.007+08:00

Tada...... suke tak ngan rupa baru nih ^.^. Me suke! Alhamdulillah, akhirnya siap juga upgrade rupa paras blog ni. Dalam diam2, blog ni deactivate dekat setahun rupanya, since end January 2011. Tapi yang paling best nyer, me dapat upgrade blog ni in one night je! suke!! sebab puas tanya sana sini minta tolong kengkawan upgrade my blog. Tak der sapa pun nak tolong :( ...Ye la kan, sapa la yang nak buat keje free2, me faham sangat2, sebab remeh temeh buat keje2 cam gini.

So me yang x paham benda coding2 nih, cuba gak dig sana sini, refer kat blog kengkawan, check diaorg nyer page source n mcm2 lagi, so inila hasilnyer... not bad kan? Lepas ni me x tinggal da blog kesayangan ni! Lepas ni me aktif la menghupdate yer ^.^

Oh ader lagi! me buat upgrade juga kat my cakeblog HomeBakerz yang dah lama bersarang tuh. Da siap tumbuh pokok lalang lagi, sib baik x penuh ngan cendawan kukur cakeblog tu... lepas ni ble la uols jenguk2 kat HomeBakerz selalu kan... or click aje kat icon awek gediks sebelah kanan atas sekali tu.... awek gediks tu air tangan Fairozee Hashim yer :)) Air tangan dia nih fresh2 gitu, sesuai ngan jiwa mudanyer, thats why my banner muda rumaja gitu hahah. Anyway uoals yg nak buat banner dengan price yg very affordable ble la contact tuan punya idea yer :)

Miss R

2011-01-23T19:23:00.004+08:00

Hurm... sedey pula rasa hati tiap kali menyebut nama ni. Hiba bila terkenang masa2 yang dihabiskan bersama. Bertambah sebak bila mengingatkan cerita dan pengalaman yang kami kongsi berdua. Selebihnya, terkilan sebab dia menghilang begitu sahaja.

Awal2 dulu kerap juga me menyalahkan diri sendiri. Mungkin me ada buat salah. Mungkin me ada menyakitkan hati dia. Mungkin me ada terkasar bahasa. Segala mungkin menerjah minda dan hati ini tertanya2, apakah silap yg me lakukan sehingga dia hilang, ghaib... me gagal untuk mencari dia.

Hurm, (memang me selalu mengeluh tentang dia). Sejak akhir2 ni, semuanya semakin menjadi persoalan. Email address dia lenyap, facebook akaun juga lenyap, blog masih ada tetapi tidak dikemas kini dan kini ditapis dengan kata laluan.. maklumat tentang dia tidak ditemui di Internet kecuali keratan akhbar 2008.

Kemanakah dia menghilang sebenarnya? YM akaun sentiasa invisible... tapi me tahu dia ada, dia sedar me mencari, cuba menghubungi dia.. tapi kenapa tiada jawapan setiap kali me cuba berkomunikasi? me bingung...

Tahun 1

2011-01-03T23:05:00.006+08:00

Da besar anak umi rupanye... alhamdulillah, hari pertama haziq ke sekolah kebangsaan dan sekolah agama berjalan lancar. Haziq sgt2 berdikari dan mudah menyesuaikan diri. Nampak lebih yakin dalam pergaulan dan nampak mudah buat kawan.. senang sikit hati umi :)

Kasihan pun ada bila umi tengok haziq menggalas beg, berat sungguh! Buku aktiviti dan teks 16 buah kesemuanya. Belum lagi buku latihan. Bila umi nak tolong bawakan, haziq menolak. Nak bawa sendiri katanya. Sudahnya haziq mengadu sakit pinggang. Sian anak umi..

Petang pulak sekolah agama 2.30 - 5.30ptg... rasanya masa umi dulu, 6.30ptg baru abis sekolah. Untung juga bebudak sekarang sebenarnya, 3 jam jer sekolah petang. Balik sekolah agama masih boleh lagi main badminton.

Tapi nilah yang terjadi kat haziq di malam hari... sebelum ni kalau tdo mata haziq mesti bergerak2.. kali ni terpejam rapat dan satu dengkuran pun tak kedengaran heheh...

Haziq's 6th Bday

2010-07-29T11:12:00.007+08:00

Baru nak udpate bday haziq tempohari. Sorry abang... hehhe nway, kita masih dalam bulan Julai, so sempatla umi update pics abang kat kindy aritu...

btw, umi terfikir, since kita semua akan makan2 kat umah nyang sabtu nih, maybe umi akan buat kek juga untuk abang. Bahan dalam peti pun byk lagi, lately order kureng, drpd bahan2 tu rosak n terbuang baikla umi buat kek untuk abang, so dapatla abang celebrate for the 2nd time kan :)

The Cake

Food, Goodies n Gifts

The Celebration

Exam Datang Lagi!

2010-07-17T12:14:00.004+08:00

Yup! exam datang lagi. Tapi alhamdulillah... tak terasa sgt sebab amek 3 paper jer .. maklumla short sem! Orang dtg kuliah 7 minggu, me pulak datang 4 minggu jer sebab kena chicken pox kan :p Thanks la to one of my lecturer yang panggil me 'late bloomer' tuh ya. Even setakat metaphor pun, kenalah juga tgk situation org rite. Dah penyakit nak datang, bukan me panggil2 pun!

Balik jer uni, me jumpa ramai sgt org x sayang mulut! esp kat library tu kan, aderla org baru yang dapat pangkat tinggi juga la kat library tu, pagi2 dah bikin spoil mood orang! me MC for 2 weeks. Dalam masa yang sama me pinjam buku library. Suppose me return on 30th Jun arituh, tapi me MC sampai 9hb July.

Bila me bawa MC, dia kate kena bayo rm4.20. me tanya kenapa kena bayar sedangkan me MC. Then dia sibok counting backwards starting 9hb Julai ke 30 Jun. Me kate awat nak kira cam tuh, kira jer la dari 10hb tu hingga 14hb hari me nak pulang buku. Memula kate kena bayo 4.2, pastu 1.8, pastu nak masuk system pon terhegeh2 mintak staff bantu.

Tetiba bagi me resit 0.0 pulak .. x yah bayar. 'Dah i bagi free pon nak complaint..' sound dia sinis, i kate sorryla i tak perasan. 'Next time dengar dulu apa orang nak cakap, jgn asek menyampok, sekian, terima kasih!' dia da start tinggikan suara.

me dah angin satu badan, me keep on menyampok sebab pening ngan counting dia tadi. ada cara senang bikin susah! ntah cam ner leh jadi m*****r tah!

part yang paling best dia sound me 'i bukan apa, tapi budak2 ni klu x nak bayo mula la buat mcm2 alasan menipu cakap buku hilangla, lepas tu jumpa kat shelf la..' me kate, my case is different, i MC. 'oh, u MC yer....' sakarstik batul la mamat nih!

me dah x leh sabo, me bagi la sebijik ' excuse me, u ingat service u ni bagus sangat ker n please dont address me as budak next time caused im not budak anymore yer!' now dia tau tune sapa lagi tinggi!

Hah! dapat ko sebijik! hampeh tul la servis kat uni nih. bayo mahal tapi servisnyer ampun mcm 't**k!', sorry to say la yer! itulah hakikatnyer!

klu korang x marah ker, bayo sampi 42,000 tapi servis macam nih! belum lagi wifi yang mcm t**k jugak, bila complaint aseklah tgh upgrade!

campus pon x der! asek pindah randah sana sini, tak malu ker woi! amek duit byk2 salur ke mana yer? bila complaint pon buat dek macam x receive jer email me tuh kan!

sib baikla azam ni masih kuat nak belajar, klu ikot at masa muda2 dulu dah lama me blah!

p/s - entry nih title dia x relate la hihiks!

Cuti Semester

2010-05-20T08:03:00.003+08:00

Lamanya tak update blog nih... bukan malas, tapi mood kurang heheh... nama jer cuti, sedar x sedar dah lebih dua minggu bercuti rupanya. Tapi x rasa macam cuti pon, terasa busy sangat! Rutin setiap hari beginilah lebih kurangnya;

Pagi2 hantar budak2 g sekolah, then terus ke umah bonda. klu x ke mana2, amek peluang untuk tengok tv n enjoy bkfes ngan bonda n ayahanda. Yer2, tahu.. asek menternak lemak, tapi nak buat macamana, access to food alamak x leh nak citer klu dah dok kat umah bonda. Klu kat umah x rajin buat air manis, tapi kat umah bonda sgt rajin minum air manis sebab bonda sekejap2 buat nescafe, pastu teh pulak ... adui sedapnyer!

Then around 11.30 bdk kecik 2 org pon balik dari sekolah. Maka riuh rendahla umah dengan suara depa berdua. Sampai jer soh depa mandi, n lepas tuh terus lunch. After lunch nih la activity yang sgt mencabar keimanan berlangsung! Kasik tuisyen kat bdk kecik 2 orang nih. Last month, me spent around rm60 beli activity books for they all. Mesti korang ingat ala, rm60 apalah sgt... well to tell u the truth, buku2 tuh banyak n melambak okeh! sampai bdk kecik 2 org tuh me rasa x cukup napas buat kerja :p

Jgn salahkan umi dia sebab umi dia sgt risau bila telek2 silibus darjah 1. since haziq akan masuk year 1 tahun depan, haziq la yang jadi mangsa utama. Tapi me bangga sebenarnya ngan bdk kecik 2 org nih, memula tuh memang susah nak biasakan depa ngan schedule baru tuh, especially sampai 2 jam straight buat keje kat buku2 tuh ... tapi x per, usaha itu tanda kejayaan, lagipun sementara me cuti nih kan....

Around 2.30... saat2 penyeksaan depa berakhir n depa dibenarkan tdo, tgk tv atau pape la mereka suka. Biasanyer tv or depa main 2 org. Petang klu x panas n windy, depa main kat luo, if not tv lagi. After mandi ptg... around 7 camtuh depa start belajar lagi, sometimes sampai kul 8 - 9. Kijam sungguh umi depa :p

Malam depa dah x larat, otak dah berat, senang sikit depa tdo awal. Me pun dah keletihan n x larat dah nak tengok tv or berfb or berblog sampai pagi hari....

Oh, selain rutin biasa nih.... me sibok membantu adik me yang nak kahwin on coming 30th... sometimes kuo ngan bonda cari brg untuk doorgift, tuk kuih.. tuk barang kek... n sebagainyer. Semalam sehari suntuk bz ngan adik n future SIL mencari bunga paha n bunga telur n barang2 hiasan tuk hantaran....

tghari ... g tailor tempah baju melayu tuk smua lelaki dewasa.... petang pula g ke tempat mak andam n settlekan few things, kerusi tuk makan beradab, check on progress baju pengantin n segala bagai!

uisk... penat tapi seronok...

Thalassemia Negative!

2010-04-23T12:38:00.005+08:00

Semalam hubby ambil cuti separuh hari, me meme ader 2 revision class pagi tu, x sangka pula last class tu abis lambat. Dekat pukul 2 camtu baru semua selesai. Terpaksa la hubby tgu lama skit. Masuk jer keta, kami terus ke Klinik Kesihatan Bukit Kuda untuk ambil keputusan ujian thalassemia haiyi.

Alhamdulillah, syukur sgt pada Allah sebab keputusan tu negatif. Sesuatu yang cukup indah untuk didengar petang semalam oleh telinga seorang umi. Tak ader yang lebih indah untuk mengetahui Haiyi sihat :)

Haiyi cuma ada masalah kekurangan zat besi. Itu sebab sistem imun Haiyi x bapa kuat dan dia mudah diserang demam. Doktor sarankan kami salurkan zat besi secara semula jadi iaitu melalui diet seharian. Lepas ni Haiyi kena lah makan broccoli, purple cabbage n ciku banyak2.

Sukar juga nak cater diet Haiyi nih sebab dia terangatla picky. Dia x makan sayur berdaun hijau, dia suka makan buah jer ... terpaksalah umi cari jalan macamana nak bagi Haiyi suka kat sayur hijau lepas nih...

Ops! lupa... ada lagi yang lagi best di sebalik result Haiyi semalam! Lepas nih boleh la Haiyi dapat baby girl, yeay!

Haiyi Bday 1 - 4

2010-04-09T17:06:00.008+08:00

happy belated bday haiyi.. wah.. tahun nih haiyi sgt2 balas dendam, selama nih haiyi tengok jer haziq celebrate bday di sekolah .. tahun nih tercapailah impiannya. umi buatkan cake dinasour seperti yang haiyi minta.. warna hijau yang juga menjadi permintaannyer jugak..

i guess i dun have to explain further, tengok jer pics haiyi kat bawah nih dah tau dia meme tersangat2la happy nyer ... terima kasih pada wan belikan buku citer bahasa, pja belikan pedang yang dituntut haiyi berhari2, mkngah belikan jam ben10, akak hema n mona 4 the story books, abang asyraf, abg dhana n abg vin 4 jam upin ipin, sis leya bawakan pizzas :), aunty f***** *e sebab bagi ang pau bday!!! haiyi meme hepi sgt2! thanks semua :)

Kek 4 Kindy

Kek @ Tasek Teh

Kek @ Bonda

Haiyi @ Kindy

Haiyi with Haziq

Happy kawan2 nyanyi happy bday song...

Goodies 4 friends...

with my uni friends..

Haiyi with cuzzy Nasyif

Haiyi with sis Haema

Haiyi lepas nap...

Nasyif, mklang to be n Haziq

Syiok makan salad

Jom .. kte nak bbq nih

Sorry, malas nak rotate pic :p

Bday boy with bday aunts..

sepinggan lontong dan teh o panas

2010-04-09T16:49:00.002+08:00

pagi tadi masa bkfes di kedai, kami didatangi aunty berketurunan cina. melihatkan kadar bongkok dan bilangan putih rambutnya, kami anggarkan aunty tersebut berusia 70an. acli dah byk kali kami terserempak aunty tersebut ketika bkfes, setiap kali dia akan cuba menjual minyak anginnya dengan harga rm6 sebotol. tiap kali dia menjual kami menolak dengan ucapan terima kasih dan dia akan berlalu pergi..

namun hari ini, ketika kami sedap menyuap lontong ke mulut, aunty ini terus mendesak kami membeli minyak anginnya. berkali2 juga kami ucapkan terima kasih namun dia terus terusan mendesak. lalu kami bertanya adakah dia lapar dan hendak makan. auty tersebut bertanya kembali, adakah kami ingin memberinya makan? lalu kami mengunjuk tempat duduk kosong di meja kami.

dalam benak ini terfikir tentulah aunty ini lapar dan hendak makan nasi. lalu kami bertanya adakah dia ingatkan nasi lemak? dia mengunjuk ke arah lontong dan dan teh o suam kepunyaan kami. apabila hidangannya sampai, dia makan dengan tenang...

yang menarik perhatian kami (me n hubby) bukanlah aunty ini. tapi pakcik n makcik yang duduk bersebelahan meja kami. kedua2 mereka dalam lingkungan yang sama dengan aunty tadi, mungkin berusia 60-70an. jelas lagi terang kami terdengar perbualan mereka berdua. si makcik memberitahu suaminya kami berdua memberi makan kepada aunty cina tadi...

si pakcik menjawab... ah biarlah, dia BANYAK DUIT!

aku dan dia -pt2

2010-03-21T12:39:00.007+08:00

Hari ini aku berasa agak dengkil kerana terpaksa ke sekolah. Hari Sabtu adalah hari untuk bermalas-malas di rumah. Hari untuk bangun sedikit lewat dan… hari untuk bersarapan nasi lemak bersama adik-adik. Terbayang-bayang nasi lemak makcik faddy yang bapa belikan untuk sarapan kami adik beradik saban Sabtu. Nampaknya, adik-adikku akan berbahagia dengan nasi lemak mereka. Dan aku akan mengharung perjalanan ke sekolah seawal 7 pagi untuk memenuhi tanggungjawabku sebagai pengawas. Arghhh! Hari sukan SMRM sungguh membosankan.

Aku ditugaskan di tengah-tengah padang yang maha panas. Bertugas menjadi pak tungguk sememangnya amat menguji keimanan. Selain berdiri… berdiri… dan berdiri, kadangkala aku terpaksa juga berlari-lari anak ke arah guru yang melambai-lambai meminta bantuan.

Masa berlalu begitu pantas sekali, sedar-sedar sahaja matahari telah pun berada tepat di atas kepala. Pakaianku mula dibasahi peluh, muka pula bagaikan bah di bawah panahan cahaya matahari yang membahang sekali! Manakan tidak, semua orang berpakaian sukan, aku yang berstatus pengawas ini terpaksa berpakaian lengkap sekolah.

“Dik, dik.. tumpang tanya…” sapa satu suara di belakangku. Aku pantas memalingkan tubuh memandang tepat ke arahnya.

“Ya, sa.. saya…” jawabku gugup. Ya Allah, ini pemuda yang selalu kuperhatikan setiap kali waktu menunggu bapa. Ya! Tidak syak lagi, dialah orangnya. Aku amat pasti. Bahang yang menjadi bebananku sebentar tadi hilang ditelan kehadirannya. Aku memerhatikan dia. Masih dalam fesyen yang sama, kemas berkemeja biru dan masih berslack hitam. Dan... hahaha, payung cetinya juga masih kejap ditangan. Pasti dia baru kembali dari pejabat.

“Dik…”, suaranya membantutkan lamunan ku.

“Adik nampak cikgu Solleh?” soalnya bila aku tidak memberikan sebarang respon.

“Oh, cikgu Solleh… ada di tengah padang sana…” balasku sambil menghalakan tangan ke arah padang.

“Abang ni siapa?” soalku.

Pelik juga mengapa dia mencari guru sejarahku. Bagaimana mereka berdua berkenalan? Kepalaku sarat dengan pelbagai soalan pada ketika itu.

Bersambung…

aku dan dia -pt1

2010-03-16T17:54:00.013+08:00

Hubby jangan jeles yer... akan datang cerita mengenai u juga nanti ..... masa nih kita x kenal lagi :p

Minggu lepas, me berkesempatan melawat sekolah yang telah me tinggalkan hampir 16 tahun yang lalu (eh tahula korang umur me yer :p). Terlalu banyak memori yang terpahat dalam kotak kepala me. Pengalaman sepanjang 5 tahun di sekolah itu banyak manis dari pahit. Kalaula ada peluang, me ingin kembali ke zaman lalu, mengulang sejarah dah memperbaiki mana2 yang kurang :)

Antara kenangan yang tidak dapat me lupakan waktu berada di tingkatan 1 ialah memiliki kasih seorang abang! Abang yang mengajar me banyak bersabar mengharungi liku hidup seorang remaja, yang membuat me mengerti akan kasih seorang perempuan kepada lelaki yang bukan mahramnyer (version adik n abang yer :p), yang mengajar me bermimpi untuk ke menara gading, membuka mata me seluas-luasnya bahawa ada dunia lain disebalik sekolah dan rumah, mengajar me erti secure, dan yang paling penting dialah satu2nya insan yang membuat me berasa sangat istimewa sebagai individu. Dia insan yang me hormat ketika itu selain mak dan bapa.

Apapun, me harap insan tersebut atau isterinya (merangkap kakak angkat yang me sayang n cinta juga) tidakla terbaca memori ini, sekadar peristiwa indah yang ingin me garap dan lakarkan agar lebih kekal di kotak kepala ini.

.......... dan bermula sebuah kisah aku dan dia..........

Petang itu bapa lambat lagi. Sudah hampir maghrib namun bayang bapa masih juga tidak kelihatan. Aku semakin gusar, pintu pagar sekolah sudah tertutup rapat, tinggal belum dikunci saja. Aku pula masih setia di pondok yang sama. Pondok yang paling dekat dengan pagar. Tiada bayang pelajar lain kelihatan, cuma aku yang masih menunggu di situ. Setia….. seperti hari-hari sebelumnya.

Namun hati gusarku terus berhenti. Pemuda yang sama kelihatan lagi. Dari jauh.. aku terjengkit-jengkit mengintai. Ingin membenarkan kata hati, mengiakan pandangan mata kasarku. Sesabar mungkin aku menunggu kelibat bayang misteri itu. Aku pasti dia akan lalu lagi. Hampir postitif dia akan melintasi aku seperti semalam, seperti kelmarin dan seperti hari sebelumnya. Eh, apa yang telah aku lakukan? Adakah aku menunggu akan kehadirannya pada lewat petang seperti itu... seperti selalu... :)

Pemuda itu semakin hampir. Masih dalam pakaian yang sama, berseluar slack hitam dan berkemeja putih. Namun apa yang menggamit aku untuk terus memerhati ialah payug ceti ditangannya. Dia melintasi aku, tanpa menoleh sedikitpun. Ya.. amat mahal mahu menunjukkan raut wajah sebenarnya. Apatah lagi melempar senyum kepadaku. Jika benar kiraanku dia hanya berjalan tegak dan sesekali menundukkan kepala apabila dia melintasi aku. Mungkinkah dia sedar akan kehadiranku di situ? Atau sememangnya dia tidak pernah peka, hanya berjalan melewati hari-harinya seperti selalu sebelum menghempaskan tubuh dan mindanya yang letih bekerja. Itu andaian aku. Namun aku tidak berkecil hati. Malah, aku gembira melihat dia melintasi aku setiap hari. Sekurang-kurangnya masaku terisi juga sementara menunggu bapa yang tak kunjung tiba. 'Ponnnnnn' hah! bapa dah sampai, jauh sungguh aku mengelamun, dan bayang pemuda itu juga sudah jauh meninggalkan aku sebenarnya....

.........bersambung.............

Kasihan Haziq :(

2010-02-07T18:09:00.004+08:00

Haziq baru cerita satu rahsia yang tiba2 dia teringat kepada me...

'umi, masa Haziq kat sekolah S** kan, kak J* kurung Haziq dalam bilik air, lama umi...'
'Napa kak J* kurung Haziq?'
'Sebab Haziq tak tau baca :('

Rasa geram ada, nak menangis pun ada, nak pergi balik sekolah tu dan m*** orang tu pun ada, macam2 perasaan sebenarnya ada dalam dada ni :(. Bila renung muka Haziq tengah tidur atau tengok gambar2 Haziq yang ada dalam blog, fb atau lappy nih, tersentuh sungguh jiwa ibu me :(.

Kasihan Haziq, sedari usianya 4 tahun lagi, macam2 perlu dia lalui untuk bersekolah. Apalah yang Haziq tahu dalam usia semuda itu. Me hantar Haziq ke sekolah dalam usia yang muda pun, bukannya nak dia rasai getir hidup! Me hantar dengan harapan, dari dia duduk di rumah dan menonton tv, baikla Haziq belajar bergaul dengan rakan-rakan dan belajar sedikit sebanyak ilmu 3M.

Kadang kala me tak faham dengan sikap guru2 dan pembantu guru pra sekolah masa kini. Perlukah kamu semua bersikap kejam dengan kanak2 yang begitu bersih hati dan fikirannya? Perlukah kamu semua bermuka2 baik di hadapan ibu bapa tapi menghukum anak2 ini dengan tidak bertimbang rasa di belakang mereka. Bagaimanakah anak2 ini dapat membina jati tiri yang positif kiranya dari pra sekolah lagi mental mereka ditekan?

Me rasa me terpaksa juga berbuat sesuatu, me HARUS membuat aduan ke pejabat pendidikan daerah! Walaupun Haziq tidak lagi bersekolah di pra sekolah S**, mungkin me masih boleh menyelamatkan nasib anak2 kecil yang lain :(

Nasihat me pada pelajar2 institusi tinggi awan dan swasta, kiranya kalian tidak mampu memikul tanggungjawaab, menggalas amanah di bahu serta mempraktikkan ilmu perguruan yang kalian pelajari, usahla menjadi guru!

Kepada cikgu A** dan kak J*, me berharap kalian berubahla, jangan lupa kalian juga ada anak yang akan bersekolah! Semoga emosi mereka tidak rosak sebagaimana kamu berdua merosakkan EQ Haziq! me tetap mendoakan yang baik2 untuk anak kalian, kerana yang buruk itu adalah kalian berdua!

Chilled Durian Cheesecake

2010-02-05T13:27:00.007+08:00

Erm, kebelakangan nih me suka sgt blog walking kat foodie2 blogger. Banyak resepi menarik yang me jumpa, antaranya ialah chilled durian cheesecake dari Kitchen Corner. Dah banyak kali dah me buat cake nih dan alhamdulillah it is a NO FAIL resepi. My 1st attempt buat cake ni bulan lepas untuk birthday maksu dan angah.

Masa excited sangat buat cake tu, kebetulan gf adik n adik me ada bertandang ke rumah. Tengah sibok memfrosting cake sambil chit chat dengan gf adik me, air panas menggelegak yang me guna untuk licinkan cake tertumpah tepat2 atas perut me nih. Apa lagi menggelupur bagai ikan hidup masuk kuali. Cepat2 me siram dengan air dah sapukan colgate. Ya Allah, bisanya tak terperi!

Yang kelakarnya, lepas setengah jam berlalu, me kembali memfrosting cake dalam keadaan bisa dan sakit. Petang tu kami tetap ke rumah wan sebab maksu anak beranak menunggu dari tghari lagi.

Lepas 2 -3 hari, me rasa confident sangat yang burns tu dah kering, dengan selamba me pakai jer seluar ke hulu dan ke hilir dengan my 2nd degree burns. Keadaan bertambah malang pada hari pendaftaran sem baru. Me baru sedar luka tu dah kena jangkitan. Hari tu juga me ke klinik, akibatnya doktor bisingla sebab dah teruk baru sibok nak jumpa doktor.

Malang yang amat2 sangat, pembantu doktor hari tu tersangat2lah b***d!! Apa taknya, me dah warning sebelum dia lekatkan water proof tape pada my burns area tuh. Tapi apa nurse tu kata @ me 'No, no! You look 1st what am gonna do to you, tape ini nipis, tak ada masalah!' ... x sempat nak halang lagi dia dah lekatkan tape tu pada bahagian yang luka sahaja, sedangkan burns area tu melitupi hampir seluruh kawasan tepi pusat :(

As am expected la kan, malam tu lepas mandi, i peeled of my own skin!!!! Menjerit2 Allah sahajalah yang tahu :( the conclusion is ... Kepada semua pelajar UNITAR Kelana Jaya, haramkanlah kaki anda dari memijak klinik MEDIVIRON dalam giant tuh since nurse2 kat situ langsung tidak terlatih!

Shukur Alhamdulilah to Allah, my burns da OK, sel kulit dah berganti baru :) Thanks to hubby cause ringan mulut bertanya @ SIVA pharmacy Andalas (thanks to the pharmacist too for the best recommendation and solution!). Harapkan ubat doktor tu, mungkin sebulan pun tak baik2 my wound! I nak tepek pics my perut, but im afraid after this u all taknak singgah dah blog nih :p... so let me have this scar forever on my stomach, am sure it can remind me on how much passion i have on baking kah kah kah!

Dun worry, there would be NO 2nd degree burns wound's pictures will be pasted here .. :p but, enjoy the chilled durian cheesecake that i made on January 2010 :)

Kelas Cuppies

2010-02-05T12:32:00.003+08:00

Banyak juga yang me buat awal tahun baru nih .. antaranya ialah menghadiri kelas cupcakes sifu Lynn. Selama ni me buat cake hanya bergurukan forum di Internet. Bila hadir di kelas hands on begini, banyak yang dapat dipelajari, terutama tips2 yang dikongsi oleh sifu Lynn.

group kami

my art work la konon

However, lepas nih kurangla gerun sikit nak deco cuppies. Confident la skit since dah tau buat buttercream yang reliable. Dulu me guna SMBC jer, tapi me suka kurangkan gula sebab tak larat la rasa manis sangat. End up SMBC tu jadi lembut sangat sebab kurang gula kan. Bila guna buttercream nih rasa ok juga, but still me reducekan sugar content dia ... hihih. Boleh la... buat tambah2 pics profile and tambah pendapatan :)

Tahun Baru Bilik Baru

2010-02-05T11:55:00.005+08:00

Diam tak diam, hampir 4 tahun kami menyewa di apartment ni. Tapi kelakar la juga, selepas 4 tahun barulah kami perasaan bilik yang kami jadikan stor dahulu sebenarnya besar (memanjang sebenarnya).

Proses membuang barang2 bermula. Me sendiri x leh percaya lebih 20 plastik hitam besar dan hampir 20 kotak berisi pelbagai barangan antik kami buang. Yang paling banyak ialah koleksi buku2 sekolah, buku2 college, koleksi majalah, baju2 lama Haziq n Haiyi (semuanya masih cantik, cuma saiz baju je yang kecil sebab mereka semakin membesar), baju2 lama me dan hubby, koleksi langsir2 lama, dannnn......... koleksi muzium perkakasan komputer hubby!

Kami juga keluarkan semula katil slide haziq. Dulunya kami simpan sebab ada incident kecil berlaku. Hampir2 haiyi menjalani pembedahan pada bahagian depan mulut gara2 terjatuh pada slide kayu yang sememangnya keras tu. Darah tak henti2 mengalir dan doktor khuatir memudaratkan bahagian depan mulut Haiyi pada masa tu. Alhamdulillah, sebelum pembedahan dijalankan, darah berhenti dan doktor yakin luka tersebut sembuh sendiri.

Bila mereka berdua dah besar nih, kami suami isteri berasa sedikit yakin yang Haziq dan Haiyi boleh menjaga diri mereka dengan lebih baik. Sukalah dua beradik ni sehinggakan turun naik slide berpuluh2 kali sehari seolah2 tak pernah bermain slide di playground :)

Buat masa ni, bilik utama kami jadikan bilik bersiap. Kami tempatkan almari baju berisi baju2 yang jarang2 kami gunakan di bilik ini. Katil kami bawa ke bilik baru. Kami tempatkan juga rak buku2 dah study table me! Now, semua orang happy!

Minggu Pertama Sekolah Pt 3

2010-01-27T04:54:00.007+08:00

Tahun ni tahun ketiga Haziq bersekolah. Me gembira kerana akhirnya Haziq dapat environment yang sesuai dan rasi dengan dirinya. Tahun pertama persekolahan Haziq di Qdees banyak membantu dalam subjek English dan matematik. Bagaimanapun, tahun kedua (3 bulan sahaja) sangat mengecewakan kerana Haziq masih tidak dapat menguasai suku kata bahasa melayu. Ada juga beberapa isu yang sangat mengecewakan hingga me membuat keputusan untuk membawa Haziq ke pra sekolah kerajaan.

Kasihan Haziq, keluar mulut rimau masuk pula ke mulut buaya. Pra sekolah bukan tempat yang baik untuk Haziq juga. Walaupun Haziq mula menguasai suku kata dengan baik namun guru kelas yang kuat menegking dan marah2 hanya memburukkan lagi suasana pembelajaran Haziq. Itulah sebabnya, me memilih Pra Sekolah Jais yang dahulunya dikenali sebagai TAKIS Klang. Me sememangnya amat berpuas hati dengan guru2 di sekolah ini yang hormat pada ibu bapa dan menyayangi anak2.

Me rase, guru2 muda sekarang ni kurang sabar dalam mendidik. Mungkin menjadi pendidik kerana dah tak ada kerja. Ahkirnya anak2 yang menjadi mangsa. Seharusnya, pra sekolah merupakan pusat pembelajaran yang paling kritikal pada anak2. Ini kerana pengalaman anak2 ini akan kekal dalam hatinya hingga dewasa. Bayangkanlah anak berusia 5 tahun (ada yang belum mencapai 5 pun) dijerit dan diherdik setiap hari (style kononnya), di suruh lap muntah sendiri (mendidik konon) dah dipaksa makan makanan yang sememangnya tidak boleh diterima tekak hingga anak2 ini muntah (juga mendidik katanya)... mungkin kerajaan harus melakukan pemantauan yang teliti ke atas guru2 ini. Natijahnya tidak ada apa yang berubah walaupun guru2 muda ini mengikuti kursus yang saban waktu diadakan sehingga menggunakan waktu persekolah juga kadang kala....

Tahun ini, me boleh menarik nafas lega bila melihat Haziq boleh menjadi dirinya sendiri. Haziq gembira dengan persekitaran baru dan kawan2 barunya. Apa yang paling penting me paling puas hati bila Haziq mendapat guru yang pernah mengajar me 27 tahun yang lepas. Perasaan 'warm' masih berbekas pada sekolah, darjah dan guru terbabit masih berbekas di hati ini... me berharap Haziq juga berpeluang melalui apa yang me rasa...

Kelas Haziq

Di kantin

Berbaris sebelum masuk kelas

Ceria

Inilah wajah sebenar yang me perlukan agar hati ibu ini tenang selalu

Di kesempatan ini me nak ucapkan terima kasih yang tidak terhingga kepada cikgu pra sekolah TAKIS (sekarang pra sekolah JAIS) me iaitu cikgu Nour Eisiah kerana membina jati diri, dan keyakinan yang tinggi dalam diri ini...

Minggu Pertama Sekolah Pt 2

2010-01-27T03:09:00.005+08:00

Aiseh, banyak sungguh pics yang masih belum di upload. Lately pulak kerap sangat sakit kepala. Tak tau lah kenapa. Sensitif pada cahaya, bising, tense sikit mula la migrain datang. Apapun, banyak sangat gambar yang diperam dalam simpanan...

Antara pic Haiyi yang sempat me snap awal minggu persekolah. Haiyi excited sangat nak ke sekolah sebenarnya. Tapi tak tahu kenapa bila sampai je di sekolah Haiyi mula lah tersebek2. Tapi Haiyi tak lah pula menagis. Malah Haiyi cuba tahan tangis dengan meletakkan tangan ke muka dan menegangkan kulit muka.

Balik jer dari sekolah, Haiyi bercerita 'umi, kalau Haiyi tak tak buat macam nh (tegangkan kulit muka dengan kedua tangan) nanti Haiyi cry'. Haiyi meme kurang sikit bersosial, tak seperti Haziq yang pantang jumpa orang :)). Tak kira tua muda selamba aje dia menegur.

Di kantin dengan muka sebek sebab ingatkan umi dah babah dah balik

Dalam kelas, dapat juga snap Haiyi tersenyum

Muka protes ..... tak bagi umi balik..

Aktiviti mewarna

Kurang dari 10 orang pelajar kerana tahun ini adalah tahun pengenalan Jais membuka kelas untuk 4 tahun (me gembira sangat ... kelas yang kecil akan memudahkan proses suai kenal Haiyi dengan rakan2)

Minggu Pertama Sekolah

2010-01-24T00:57:00.008+08:00

Keperluan Sekolah

Kasut sekolah Haiyi

Alat tulis umi

Alat tulis Haziq n Haiyi

Beg sekolah

Hari pertama sebelum ke sekolah

Percaya atau tidak, inilah pra sekolah me dulu :) Masih teguh! Beberapa kenangan yang menyeronokkan masih terpahat kukuh dalam memory ini. Part yang paling seronok ialah, Haziq dapat guru yang sama mengajarku 27 tahun yang lalu! Malah Haziq juga dapat bilik darjah yang sama :))

Bangunan depan sekolah

Seronok main buai

1st day - beskut jer ker :p

x cukup la tu :)

Haiyi sangka dia sekelas dengan abang!

Selamat Tahun Baru 2010

2010-01-01T08:23:00.000+08:00

ntah kenapa
teringat akan janji seseorang
tercalit sedikit rindu di dada
walau kian mendak dengan sebak
hati kecil tetap mengharap dan berdoa
akan hadirnya

ntah bila
terungkai segala rahsia
yang menjadi anar pada hati robekku ini
yang seakan menekup aku dari bernafas
termanggu aku di dalam suram
menongkah fikiranku sendiri
berteka teki menepis andaian

ntah kenapa
teringat janji kau taburkan
di tahun baru ini :(

(dadaku benar2 sesak, aku bermimpi kau datang, membawa bahagia.... mode - sedih dan terluka)

Selamat Ulang Tahun Yang ke 61 Bapak!

2009-12-16T17:30:00.009+08:00

Hari ni mood bapak cool jer... :) Hari nih juga ulangtahun bapak yang ke 61 :) Semoga bapak panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan sentiasa dipelihara Allah swt ... Mak dan aku bertungkus lumus dari pagi memasak. Istimewa sikit jer dari hari biasa ... semoga bapak tahu betapa kami semua menghargai jasa dan kasih sayangnya pada kami selama ini.

Mungkin hari ni juga, hari yang sesuai untuk aku menyesal atas ketelanjuran aku tempoh hari. Nak buat cam ner, aku panas baran macam bapak juga. Walaupun dah puas berfikir, aku tetap melakukan kesilapan yang sama keesokan harinya. Aku tahu bapak sedih dengan tindakan aku tuh. Tapi nasi dah jadik bubur .... perbuatan dan kata2 kalau dah terlajak, hanya penyesalan yang bermain di hati.

Aku tahu bapak sayang sangat dengan anak2ku.. maklumlah mak n bapaklah yang memelihara mereka sejak dari lahir. Dalam pada itu, aku ingin juga bapak sedar, bahawa aku bukan seperti ibu bapa lain yang lepas tangan sahaja hal anak2 atas pembantu rumah atau ibu bapa di kampung... aku tetap dengan tanggungjawab aku, dan aku mahu anak2 aku tahu bahawa kami berdua, aku dan suamiku benar2 bekerja keras memastikan anak2 kami cukup serba serbi. Aku x mahu apabila mereka besar nanti, mereka tuduh kami biarkan mereka dijaga oleh atok n wan dan tidak mempedulikan mereka....

Kelak, aku harap aku tidak meyakiti hati bapak lagi. Bapak dah berumur, aku harap bapak panjang umur untuk melihat anak2ku berjaya sehingga ke menara gading, berumahtangga dan kalau sempat biarlah mak dan bapak bercicit pula .....

Selamat hari lahir yang ke 61 bapak....

Bapak x suka ulang tahunnyer di raikan beriyer2, malah kami adik bradik pun selalu diingatkan x beiya sangat menyambut hari lahir, cukuplah dengan pulut kuning dan kari ayam kegemarannyer :)

Setiap tahun, kami adik beradik mesti dimarahi bapak kiranya kami belikan kek untuk menyambut ulang tahunnya. Bapak x suka makan kek2 berising yang dihias cantik. Cukuplah plain orange butter cake kegemarannya menjadi juadah di atas meja :)

Happy Bday to my fav lecturer - Mdm Tengku Norainun
As well as my auntie - Ainon Binti Bahari,
three of them are sharing the same birthday :)

Pssss ... still waiting for hubby - he is bringing back sate ehem ehem :)

Yummy, sate arrived @ 7.30pm

Nasi impit n kuah kacang

Pencuci mulut SIL bawa

Teh Bonda dalam pembikinan :p

To KISH kat Skudai and my brother Pit yang kena g Paka, since u all jauh2 belaka, tengok jer la betapa meriahnyer makanan kami di sini :).

No worries, bila u all balik sini nanti boleh celebrate lagi yer! *wink* *wink*

Weekend Yang Meriah!

2009-12-14T18:41:00.012+08:00

Minggu lepas merupakan minggu yang sungguh meriah! Meriah kerana kami sekeluarga berjalan tak berhenti-henti, dari satu destinasi ke satu destinasi. Walaupun jarak antara destinasi tu tidak berapa jauh, tapi cukuplah untuk membuat badan penat dan kekeringan air...

Kami bertolak dari rumah agak lewat. Destinasi pertama ke rumah kawan di Banting. Sampai Banting pun dalam pukul 12 tengahari. Kami singgah di mcD untuk mengisi perut terlebih dahulu. Terlanjur makan, hubby pun tinggalkan me dengan anak2 untuk bersembahyang jumaat. Oleh kerana hari lahir Sultan Selangor jatuh pada Jumaat lepas... sembahyang jumaat berlangsung agak lama dari biasa ... dekat jam 2.30 barulah hubby sampai ke mcD dan kami terus ke rumah kawan yang terletak berdekatan Pantai Klanang.

Brunch kami di mcD

Menjamu selera sambil berposing...

Baby Riaz Sofeya yang baru berusia seminggu ...

Kemudian kami bertolak ke Desa Subang. Kami sampai pun dah dekat maghrib. Me sememangnya dah plan mengajak adik ipar untuk membeli dan membelah tudung2 indon. Namun, kerana kami sampai lewat petang, kedai2 di Kota Damansara dahpun tutup. Selepas makan malam di rumah adik ipar, kami pun menuju ke uptown kota damansara. Oleh kerana malam Sabtu lepas ada pasar malam di sana, orang2 yang menjual2 tudung dan barangan2 lain membuka gerai2 mereka agak lewat. Kami naik semula kereta dan adik ipar membawa kami berlegar2 sekitar kota damansara. Lebih kurang pukul 10 malam, kami ke uptown semula. Peniaga2 masih dalam proses membuka gerai2 di sana. Kami duduklah minum2 dan makan2 sementara menunggu semua gerai barang dibuka.

Menu ringan kami, 'tahu bakar' dan 'sotong kangkung'.

Haziq, Haiyi dan Nasyif menjamu selera

Esoknyer, hari Sabtu...semua terbangun lewat, maklumlah... sampai rumah pun dah pukul 2pagi... tapi hari Sabtu ni lagi panjang dari Jumaat sebab kami sekeluarga terpaksa ikut hubby buat kerja luar. Lama juga kami semua menghabiskan masa dalam kereta. Turun hanya sekali sekala untuk makan, ke tandas dan meregangkan otot2....

Nasi Kukus Gulai Kawah - brunch kami pada Sabtu lepas

Keboringan... pelbagai eksperesi dari Haziq n Haiyi

Dinner @ PutraThai

Ahad keesokan harinya kami menuju ke Paroi Jaya Seremban pula seawal 10.30 pagi. Beratnyer badan nak pergi tapi kami gagahkan juga. Lebih kurang12.30 tghari kami sampai di destinasi kami dan berehat lebih kurang sejam sebelum berarak bersama2 pengantin ke lokasi persandingan. Walaupun cuaca teramatlah panas, Haziq dan Haiyi lah yang paling seronok kerana dapat berarak dengan pengantin dan budak2 kompang.

Sekitar persandingan cuzzy Naziah dan Adib di Paroi Jaya

Update Marathon

2009-12-08T21:22:00.014+08:00

Wah lamanyer x update blog. Maaf yer, pasalnyer terlalai ngan beberapa perkara yang memang melalaikan :) Btw, be ready sebab nak update all out nih hehheh...

JB the Tour
Oih, Johor trip nih banyak sweet memories. Tapi kadang2 sedey bila ingat memori yang sweet ni... sebab endingnyer tersangatlah sour. Since hubby ader keje skit masa tuh, so my sis bawa me n anak2 makan2 n round2 JB, port wajib ialah Danga Bay, tapi kali nih budak2 x dapat nak bermain sangat sebab asek hujan jer. Rasanya lebih banyak masa kami abiskan dalam keta compare ngan hotel. So best la tak dok terperap jer ... credit to my sister KISH.

Balik dari Johor tuh meme sengasara sikit. We all bertolak around 1am. Esoknyer me ada peksa dan Haziq lak ada graduation ceremony. Sampai Klang dekat 6.30am. Adui bayangkanla. Haziq ok lah sebab dapat tdo dalam keta sepanjang perjalanan, tapi me terkebil2 sebab dok temankan hubby yang ngantok. Pendek kata my hubby nih meme x leh harap dok bawa keta jalan pagi2 buta sebab dia senang ngantok. Me yang sgt2 susah at sebab kami bertolak lewat malam ditenangkan hubby malam sebelumnyer. Kate hubby ' ayang jangan risau, abang ok jer drive, ayang tuh tdo sebab esk nak peksa' ... sebab kate2 hubby tuh tersangatla sweet, me percayalah 100%. Adui, tapi lepas ni me tobat takan caya lagi. End up we all benti dekat 4 perhentian for hubby basuh muka dan melelapkan mata barang 20 minit - 1/2 jam hahhaha... Tapi alhamdulillah .. me sempat sampai ke college sebelum am dan haziq pun sempat sampai ke sekolah sebelum 7.30pg.

Few pics sepanjang di JB

Final Exam
Sepanjang minggu tu me ada 5 paper termasuklah Sabtu dan Isnin depannya. Tapi alhamdulillah, berkat menjadik budak nerd yang asek duduk library, me dapat buat semua paper ngan baik. Insyaallah ... me confident ngan result yang bakal kuo January 2010 nanti :)

Ika & Azhar Wed
Dalam minggu yang sama tuh actually my ialah wedding day my cuzzy Ika n Azhar. That was the 1st time me pergi majlis kawen relatives nih lenggang kangkung jer. Pasalnyer, me tgh exam kan, serius me x buat pape pun tuk Ika n Azhar. Harap dpa fahamlah ngan my situation masa tuh yer. Next... if im not mistaken majlis belah lelaki di Kelate will be this coming 26th... (Kire2 budget cukup tak klu nak g.... hehheh)

Pengorbanan di Idul Adha
Raye Korban this year me beraya di kampung hubby jer. Sampai2 jer around 10 family belah sana baru nak makan. Heheh what a gud timing seh :) Lepak sampai lepas jumaat sebab after jumaat atok n wan kononnyer nak bawa budak kecik 2 orang nih g Terengganu. We all nih cepat2 la bertolak dari kampung hubby sampai mak mertua ajak makan tghari pun we all tolak. Sampai2 jer di umah atok, tau2 atok wan n my sis dah tuko plan ke cameron higlands n dok tinggalkan budak kecik 2 orang nih without a words.

I was like so speechless, tensed and bengang yang teramat sgt lebih2 lagi mengenangkan we all tolak mentah2 bila my MIL ajak makan. Apatah lagi bila melihat muka FRUSTRATED haziq, x sampai hati me melihatnyer :( Hurm, alasan depa pagi tuh di Marang banjir. Bukanlah me nak marah apa sangat pun, but apalah salahnyer kalau depa khabar awal2 so that we all can spend more time @ kampung hubby n Haziq pun x lah frust sangat :((

Trip to Zoo Negara
Nak mengubat hati Haziq yang luka, me berbincang2 ngan hubby mana nak bawa budak kecil 2 orang nih g jalan. Dgr2 cite time tu my SIL(kakak hubby) nak ke cameron highlands juga esoknyer. At last me n hubby decided to go to zoo since blakang tu ada Kemensah Camp boleh la bawa budak2 nih mandi manda klu cuaca panas sangat.

Haziq n Haiyi excited sangat bila sampai zoo. Walaupun dpa nih dah 2 -3 kali g zoo, zoo Melaka lah, Zoo Taiping la, termasukla zoo negara nih, tapi memory tuh semua samar2 since diaorg berdua kecik lagi masa tuh. But now both of them dah pandai tengok, appreciate n yang paling x best banyak tanya about the animals (sometimes me pun x tau manatang aper, terpaksala depends kat description yang zoo sediakan)

Haziq n Haiyi @ Zoo Negara

Then sempat budak2 dua orang nih g kat booth bergambar. Haziq n Haiyi bergambar ngan miniature horse yang didatangkan dari Argentina (Horbit nama dia). Haiyi lak personally mintak bergambo ngan ular sawa yang bso n panjang. Me yang ngeri n Haiyi duduk ditengah2 lilitan ular sawa tu sambil tersenyum steady jer... Amik pics tuh pun cost us rm20. Oklah sebab gambo cantik n budak2 ader peluang tuk peluk2 kuda n pegang ular kan ...

Tapi me n hubby lain pulak. Both of us was so shocking sampai la nih huhuh. Shocking ngan entrance fees, tram fees and lain2 fees yang semuanyer perlukan RM bila anda ke Zoo Negara. Kalau dulu mana2 parents pun leh bawa anak2 ke zoo negara atau mungkin ada yang ke zoo setiap minggu, la nih zoo negara hanya untuk parents yang mampu. Masuk jer rm25 4 malaysian adults and rm9 for malaysian kids. Total we all spent that week around rm200++ inclusive toll, meals (kat luo zoo yer) n petrol. So pada mana2 parents yang nak ke zoo negara ( 2 adults + 2 children) make sure anda bawa rm secukupnyer yer :))

Door Gift 2117
Then me start busy ngan preparation for my cuzzy wedding (congrats to Naziah n Adib). Busy sebab my auntie tempah 2000++ brownies n cheese fruit cake as their door gift. Macam biasa la my hubby jadik orang kuat bila me ader tempahan2 beso cam gini. Both of us x tdo 2 malam sibok dok siapkan order nih. However, me n hubby happy sgt sebab smuanyer berjalan lancar macam selalu juga :)

Happy Couple (credit to pengantin pompuan, me amek pic frm her fb hehhe)

Brownies n Fruit Cheese Cakes

New from Haziq
Dalam masa me n hubby busy buat order tuh, Haziq diam2 telah digondolkan oleh atoknyer! Hurm, another case yang me x tau nak citer. Apapun, buat masa nih dia tetap gondol n rambut tu akan tumbuh semula. Its just that, me tul2 x comfortable cause atok selalu wat decision without our consent....

Haziq setelah digondolkan...

Okey guys and gals... tu lah jer yang sempat me ingat2 n korek2 dalam tempurung memori nih. Klu ader yang tertinggal sana sini tu, its because me x moh ingat, n x moh ingat, n x moh ingat lagi perkara2 yang sepatutnyer berlaku tu .... or betul2 me terlupa!

Wajah2 Kesayangan

2009-11-05T11:31:00.006+08:00

Haziq n Haiyi

More Haziq n Haiyi

Haziq....

And Haziq ....

Haiyi

Janda Baik 2

2009-11-04T20:14:00.004+08:00

Ni 2nd time we all g picnic kat Janda Baik. Bawa food pun ala2 lapik perut jer..

Bestnyer siap ada tempat tdo lagi..

Tayar aka buai for the children bergayut

Air sungai yang bersih n sejuk :)

Dah mandi mestila lapar ...

Menu ala2 boring gitu, nasi goreng hahah

Ni for the kids ... ada cheese kat dalam

Ni untuk adults, ada sardin kat dalam .. adoiii